Friday, October 31, 2008

I'll stick to it then.

So today was very calming especially at night. I went out to isi minyak kereta with my Sarah, Sis & bro in law. I thought it'll be a short journey. But as always going with them takes long. But no complains. It was fun. Beside we bought nasi bungkus & satay at Keboys. & also went grocery shopping & dvd hunting.

Woah! Talking about my study time. (delay sja) But good thing tomorrow is English. So tomorrow no break but study Econs & Geo. Confirm! (PLS)


Educational Matters.

So anyway, my bro in law is a teacher, well a chef teacher per say working in Maktab Teknikal. So I finally said to them (kaka & abg) that Iam not interested in further studies & wanted to go to teknikal. But instead they gave advice me not give up in sudies. He share his past experiences. Saying 'A' level is easier than 'O' since its subject we do want to learn & minimum of 3 subjects.

& uni, well mostly concerning the subject we took for 'A' Sure its hard but it comes with great success. If I do indeed succeed. So in a way the talk was serious, then by giving me support & inspiration he ask me to get at least 4 'O's getting above C & ask me what I wanted. My in-law who is having his 'O' exam wanted to go hiking Mt.KK which they will this hols just for his sake. So I do believe him & from the support of my friends I wont give up on my studies.

Otw home, other than the nyummy food aroma surrounding the air. I was thinking deep thoughts. So I decided that I will probaly go for my 'A' in MD. So hopefully I'll get there. Amin. For that thought I had a chat with my dad yesterday about MD or Teknikal or even Vocasional. My dad support me in anyway on what I wanted so I guess I'll stick with further studies. I really do want to be successful. Amin. (=


Travel Matters

So another chat we had just now involving where to go this Hols. So like always for some reason we go to Indonesia to visit my parent's friends & basically my long lost friends. (who btw are hot! Overwhealming xD) & we just met last year. We were grown up together but really we were just babies. Cana jua kn ingat!

& just heard that we might go to China! Hell yes. I want to go there. Well its with my Aunt next door with my cuzns & my mom + another person. Since my dad ani malas kn jalan2 & all, my other sis belum cuti. Sarah's parents going to KK & all. *cross fingers! Please let it be me. I want to travel to China, belum pernah baaa. Well my mom did mention my name since my dad malas (beside I love to travel!) xD

& my other aunt mau bawa us ke Indon jua but somewhere else not Jakarta.

So like Indonesia, China or Indonesia xD Which one to go! I betting on China, since its with my cuzns jua. Indon well slalu jua. ;P

So hopefully bulan 12. Woah how long this post came to be! Its ok though, work on my english for tomorro essay right~ ;D


Future Matters

So the thought of me cont. my studies I got a flash of my future which I intend & wish & hope it will come to be.

-Seeing myself in a mini cooper white or red. (since Booboo & Ka Liyana want one mau tia I jua) xD But it is one of my car to be. (Camaro? Dream on)

-Going overseas for studies, wanting to go either Canada, Uk, Australia.

-Going out with my friends meeting in sushi rest. xD Kn Bazh. Driving them out & all. (this is my near future) xP

-Dream jobs I want
+Traveller (like in Chnl 707) ;D
+Environmentalist (A greener earth is a happy earth)
+Inventor (Create awesome techs & get rich doing it)
+Humatarian (Save from world exploits)
+Blogger (Part time & which pays) ;D
+Archaeologist (Find treasures & hidden secerts) Very Chessy I know. ;P

I guess thats it. =)


PsP Matters.

Wanting or not wanting to sell it. An offer already from lots of people but I love my Psp but shame I rarely use it.

(That was really irrelevant, sja mau inform if people interested) ;D

Bh Nights people. Its 10.10 now. I need my beauty sleep for tomorrow. Good Luck for examers. xD

Awwwwwww~

That is one of the sweetest things anyone ever did to me. Seriously I mean it. Sure, I do have sweet moments but for once I recive it, not give it (Faham kh?) ;D It certainly makes me feel loved. Thank You Bazilah. (= But what am I kidding I always did feel loved by kamu esp you. (=

Sorry, that I made your weak-because-of-baru-bangun-heart sad. ;D Why are you apologizing for, the post is so utterly sweet & really made my grumpy-because-of-baru-bagun-self happy. (= yes, its 11.40 now, which is beyond late. x(

Bazh, you did so well on my test, trying to solve my problems. Sometimes I think, Iam no good for you or anyone on that matter. (yes, chessy) But I really dont know how to react to someone's sadness or give them good advice. All I can do is to be quiet & try to make them smile which is not really needed. I felt very useless. Gagaga.

Off topic. xD

But I really want to thank you bazh. For the early post, msg, using your mentalness to solve the problems where I will heed the words you said. (=

It did work. <33

I would've write more, but I nak mandi kn sembahyang. Heeeeee~
I Love Kamu. Esp you. Tau lh ahh. ;P

Again Thank You Bazh~
You made my day.


Thursday, October 30, 2008

Arrrrr!

ARGHHH!

How depressing...

to know when you did a mistake in exam & know you'll get scolded or even worst fail at it & cant do anything about it.

to know that the first real important exam was freaking hard & now losing faith in my other subjects.

to know how much I want to study but it never seem to work out & the next day you go to exam knowing you havent studied enough that makes you so pressured!

that I have to control my free will to roam, stare, wonder, enjoy myself during exam.

that exam ever existed.

that your heart is wanting to have something but it doesnt seem to go right.


RAWWWR!

Iam quite depressed, but somehow I really try to deny it & just smile away. =)

I want to be happy.
I want to be loved.
I want to eat.
I want to love someone.
I want to hug.
I want to kiss.
I want to be smart.
I want to pass with flying colors.
I want to hold someone.
I want to waste my time in vain.
I want to travel.
I want to go to the beach.
I want to drive.
I want to be fit.
I want to go on a date.

Errrr... Just letting out my pressured self. =3

My brain is all scramble, I cant find the right words. What should I do?

I somehow regret growing old or better yet reaching adulthood.
As they say "What happen to the good old days" where things were so much simple. (well hardships lh jua)

KORAA~ ;P

Jaaaaa. Iam out. Till next time my insanity part 2. ;D
Owwh to my friends, Iam sorry to what has happen.

'Problems are everywhere!'





Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Woah~

Hallo people~

I think this is the longest I havent updated my blog, but for some reason the visiting of people is ramai! Haaaaa! How surprise was I. Thank you anyway for visiting. I'll be back right after exams (or somewhere in the middle of exams) ;D

So exam starts tomorrow yeah. Good Luck people. PMB is almost ending & O's probaly is somewhere when we end too. I envy PSR students right about now. (well last week) Cuti udah! Owh for my short disappearence was not because of study leave. I was just kusut-ing last week + stress of examination. But Iam over it. =)

Owh something just hit my head, I just realise that I wont see them form 5 nomore. Well end of the year. It saddens me. I know Iam not that close to them but most of them were my ex-classmate. Well anyway, Good Luck to you guys. (No more hot form 5 girls) x( Err too much info!

As for today, was err somehow quiet! (since ada org atu nada skulah since ia mau study leave tpi nada jua study nya) Panjang nyee! *apa yg panjang! Errr! (inside joke BNM) xD Really, I am not myself during these weeks. Exam is one of the reason, I've been quiet, weird, overly hyper & just feeling plain stupidity! Some might notice everytime exam is near.

But as today was fine. But good thing is I did manage to study, listen in class & importantly understand! This was suppose to be a short post but I guess I miss saying crap in my blog.

History- Study.

Poa- Cikgu marah & sedih. Good thing I did the revision work.

Break- With the dudes makan. Then NM. B nya absent =( Awu I mish engkau! Bazh! x)

Malay 3 periods!- Matie. Ceramah for 2 period on the uncomfortable wooden chair. At least ada booboo next to me lh. Which btw inda menyamal lagi. Yeaaaa! =B (batah menyamal nya ani) Pujuk ia pun payah! xP Damn rindu lh staring at her beautipol eye! *kambang ya nie!!

Econ- Malas by this time. Sat there & here lh. Booboo made a embarassing scene sama T.Jenkins. Adedeh! HAHAHAHA! Lupanya~ Scandal nya tue. I wont say much sal krg ia menyamal lagi. Haaaaaa!

Owh Nya naow ikat me this string on my hand which is still attached. Mcm bracelet baa lawa. Cana kn mandi nie! I dont know how to tie it back! xD

After School- Aime curi my jacket & hat! x) Just dont forget to bring it tomorrow Aime since its your last day! xP

Aimi taught me this rubix cube trick. Well almost got it. xD

So my last verdict for today.

Happy Belated Birthday To

Nur Amalina Matali
Ahmad Nafees

Happy Birthday To

Liyana Rosle

& Happy Advance Birthday To

Joel LapLap

Enjoy.
Latur People.

Btw Tag board people sorry nada balas2! xP

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Raya Gang Pictures~

Not in order, its too much of a hassle do rearrange dont you think! xD But I do Have things to say on each pictures~ Rajin aye~ (org blajar. Buat ani tepulang!) Astah!


Otw, to Serusop with Danny & his mom. xD


The Host.


Eseh, Chillex banar eyh!


Danny's Room.


Yes I jalan so awal at 8+ & cme to Danny's House. (semangat beraya) Haaa!


MMMMBAAH. Motosikal org di naiki nya! Astaah! xD
Kana dared jua! =P


Bali cake utk the birhday boys lupanya. No wonder. I was like eyh lapar banar kn bali cake besar ani. Nyaman cake nyee~ ;D


Online Hsbc! apaan!


The dudes. Sedang usai2! xD


Mmmbah, bru meet nie. On the road lgi!


Arrived arah rumah Syaza. Danny boy!


Makeup for Uchi from the pro Syah! xD


Noice. Took by Karey~


Yeah Karey at the back & Danny at the front trying to blow out the candle but instead si Uchi at the middle blew it! Panat! xD


The daring of the riding of the bike~
Uchi


Arrived rumah Syah. Woah, shiny~ ;P


Yes, lawa udah tue Syaza~ =)


Hanging out rumah Syaza~ So comfy kn~


Lawaa eyh~ Nanti my house I make bigger with sharks in it! ANTAM! xD


Yes, Uchi bekas makeup. On his right eys sja. Mcm kana tumbuk sja! Hahah!


Masa the dudes & dudette di masjid. So Syah & I chill in the car! (=


Smile~


Waduh! Lain jua usul nya~
Haaaaa!


Ada present from girlfie~ Happy Karey! =)


Org sakai liat radio lama! But its unique & awesome plg! xD


Rumah Cikgu.Mawar! The girls~


Si Waie ahh malu! xD


Ya Ain! Cuteeee eyh! xD


The girls again~
xD


Balik from masjid!


Weeeewitzz!


Yes, sengaja aiming at syah instead of I! Pandainyeee~
;P


Ya RABBI! Cute eyh Waie makan with the crunchy sound lgi! =B


Waie sma abgs abgs! Haaaaa!


Bwwooh cikgu ahh! Marah sulnya. Waie at the back with Danish sana~


Woaahh Macho man! Bekas belari sebarang jalan! xP


Group pic taken rumah Hafizu!


awwww! How romantic! hahah


Kanyang Nil! Candid for Hafizu!
=D


Laaawaa this shot. I mean the people! *ahaxx~ ;P


Rumah Syaza that night. Lgi tia comfy! (majal)
xD


Uchi makan padas2! Berlagak org macho! Tpi nyaman yo!
=P


Woah, dapat nie Syaza Ad shampoo! Gagaga!
=P


The gals in the house. Syaza's mom~


Dinner just for us. A pleasent & wonderful dinner I must say! Thank you lgi Syaza & your parents! (=


Near the end. At my house. Makanings~


Not alot of spread to eat~ Gagag!


Di atas my living room. Eseh Syah ahh! Syaza suka the rocking chair~ Kn kn kn! xP


When they borrowed my camera~ Vaining lupanya! hehe (=


Syah in bilik Syaza~ Bwwwoohh! xD
I saw your room Syaza. Hahah skadar atu!

Bh chow peeps. Took me an hour or so to do this.
Maybe ada lgi post later. After mandi! So chillex.
Btw cuba lh my test ah!
heheh its hard/general/tricked. So just take it for fun. No pressure =)