Utterly Purely Adorable

She stole my heart at this video. <3



Just love this song.

Enrolling to a new environment

Helooo people. I'm way tired today & busy as well. Went to Pte Katok today. Not a bad sight, lots of potential, if you know what I mean. HAHA.. But... that really was not the idea. The thought I had was 'Happy', Being able to reach this far. The registry process wasnt too hectic. Its quite organize, the way I like it. Saw alot of them schoolmate too, as well as unexpected people who I recognise but they don't know the hell who I'm.

Nanti th tue meeting people. Though the experience there was somehow 'peaceful'. Nothing bad or mishap bestow onto me. Thats good. =) Though, pressurize about picking the As level, which the soon to be teacher was so eager to get things over with. -.-

Picking my subjects? I though long & hard (LOL!!) about it the day before, sampai it was in my dreams ani wah. Well thats a good thing, means Im commited into them. I read the requirements & really I had many subjects I can pursue. The lady, advise me on such matters, since I managed to confirm only 2, Sociology & History which in term is a good combination for a lawyer as she said it. The career 'lawyer' came into mind & thought of Syariah. Which honestly, I dont think Im fit for. Common... hahaha...

Physcology, Econs or Geo was in my head... So really I just chose what will be even better with the combination. Econs it is. =) Physcology, sounds awesome but really, I know not much about it. Nyasal krg. Took about 2 hours overall. My mother actually terlanggar traffic cone which was hilarious! HAHHAHA! That was random btw. So now, in my head is just to melaksanakan my dad's wishes to go Umrah as a family. Though its without him... It'll me my duty to fufill his last wishes & do it with all my heart once I reach there.

Quite a long post today.
Owh & grrr cant wait to hang sma boo 'Sixy Nerd' >=D
Sayonara. =)

And so it begins.

It finally came out, Our results that is. Though, I find my own not up to my standard & a disappointing one. While waiting for the msg from dst did not help at all, hearing people have their results already, made HUGE difference, you know, PRESSURE. Though my sis have contacts from MOE, she called & told me the result & I said 'Thats it!' I did not want to heed those results so i became ignorant & stubborn, waiting for the msg. Which later convinced me that I only gotten so few.

Later at home, I finally realised & took it in, 1st thing comes into mind. Was that I did not fulfill my father & mother's wishes to have good result. Instead of a smile I got alot of questioning & sad face around me... Msging with them friend who I found out made it did made me smile. Im proud of them. But in the end...

I still am thankful that I got this far. Terima Kasih Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah.

Congrats to people who ACE/pass their O's & A's btw. People who didnt in the other hand. Like the saying, 'Don't give up'. Failure tends to open other oppurtunities, yes!

So i came to school the next day, which was today which was pleasent to see my friends & juniors. ;D I was freaking nervous though since I havent seen most of them during my lonely holiday. Aime was the first at the scene, had a little chat, then more of them juniors. Im happy to see you guys. =)

My gang was there to, but didnt do much talk though, Syah lampau busy, well who wasnt. Baru masuk office nampak meh 2 fav girls booboo & bazhy, which i miss so much where I wanted to say that but *toing ada ibu bapa mereka. HAHAHA! Malu th tue.... then caught on with Danny & the guys.

It was freaking busy in the office & so sampit & so un-organized! Nada ku suka tue, its so not efficient, sorry SGS but its true ._. Its always been like this... Then bla bla bla, pukul 11+ bru dapat form... bla bla bla. Ambil result... tunggu form... isi form...chit chat sma Rachelle jab... Kana marah oleh mom since impatient udah....hahaha.... tunggu kana chop... begambar...photocopy.... Haissh busy day. o.O

Bh I rant alot today. x)
Going to katok esuk, wish me luck.

And soo...

The dream carries on... Having soooo random dreams, weirdly its all sad. I know I have the same dream but I could not get a hold of what's its about. Well, its a dream afterall, go figure. I remember meh booo dlm mimpi itu. o.O

Au deeh, I miss you wah kali tue. & some other childhood friends & cuzns. Odd to the point it still bothers me till now. Nada banyak kn cerita, saya blank banget. Saja kn update. Au Bazh, I miss when u pull my hair. When i pull them myself nada effect. Haaapaaan! ._.

Btw do give me your blog links arah chatbox & & & yang kunci blog atu bagi lh saya masuk. ;D
To whoever reads this blog. ._.

No inspiration today.

Owh & my email b_not_afraid165@yahoo.com (i know bida, zaman emo nie) -.-'

Apa tah kn di buat nie... OMG, I think thats why I've been moody lately. Nada kn dibuat, game online udah buring..., ps3 game nada game baru...., tv mcm biasa...., drumming..ok plg...at least this week ada mengaji lagi. Routine stuff... Bored...

I guess 2 months of doing fun stuff wore off.. Howell kn baca Archie ._.

4.50am o.O

Its that early already. Inda terasa ah, I think its because I sleep through out the monring till late afternoon kali. I think? HAH! Its definitely the reason why! -.-
Entah, my sleeping seems to be opposite again. I find it more pleasent sleeping at like 7-8am till... afternoon.

It seems calming, with the everlast slow morning shine through my window & with blue skies. My curtain is always half open so it can shine in light. x) I tell you, its just pleasent. What a way to wake up or in my case sleep, when the window drips of water droplets due to condense temperature inside out. I'm going to miss this so much when school starts.

Damn alarms, forcing to wake up, grumpy mood, getting ready. Arrgghh! Woah, I think I have a thing with waking up in the morning. ANYHOO....

Arsenal lost despite their many chances! They seriously need a solid forward. x.x But then again, I can't hate ManU too, since they played awesomely! Damn Nani, I knew he was always good but hardly put in the game & look what happen, he rules the day! Its suppose to be his GOAL >=O
Park, also my personal fav is forward where he should be & nah kn goal!

Chattering about football? Yeah, its rare. But I'm a dude, football is in most male's blood. I'm just not a fanatic. But judging by that post, it seems I'm! o.O Hehe, nada eyh. Its just a big match
worth mentioning. Like upcoming Chelsea vs Arsenal next week. I dont want to bore you non- footballers people reading this blog would I. Esp the girls. ;D

This will be my update for yesterday & I got some pictures, nada banyak.

Sedih sulnya! Nonetheless cute! x)
Damn red eye...

Mana gigi! =B

Pipi chubby!

Anak Cina! gagaga!

LOL!
Rambut bekas baru bangun. You'll see me bold when I come back from Umrah.

Good Morning Brunei.
Start your day with a smile.

Really?

Wah, selama 5 hari saya tidak meng-update. That long. Man, I really lost track of time. Sorry about that. I though it was like 2 days, I didnt update. x(
Atu banar! Its all the result msg thingy's fault. Panic-kn urang saja.

I cant help but think about the msg. x.x Sekajab check mob, bawa2 mob with me lagi tue. My mob have been quiet & is always left somewhere in the house. But now its like 24hr beside me. I really cant help it. It should be awhile but really, i cant help it. =O

Anyhoo, update sikit sja nie. Owh & Happy Belated Birthday to my syg bestie Rachelle Lim! To the cute one Sarah Jane Ward, Sexy man Wilson. If kamu baca jua lh ah.

& today happy Birthday to the sweet one Aime Veniece. =')
I really miss spending time with you friend.

Enjoy, people.

Maaaaaaaaaaaah!

My, I've seem to injure my back. >=O I'm injury & sickness prone this starting new year. Lack of excercise is the cause of it. -.-

So, this back pain where, when you are at an acute position, it'll stab like shit! Pardon my swearing. But it is fucking excruiating! Got it masa shopping arah Kuilap, carrying a big quite heavy load. Snap, my back was locked. Baik jua inda show, control macho arah kadai! HAHAHAH! Barigali!

It was yesterday btw, where I also had a family function. It was a great day plg, just the back problem. It seems like in every family gathering, I have a misfortune of some injuries. I'm still coughing/sneezing, & the fuck thing is that it hurts my back. -.- I should stop swearing now. =O
Angkat2 Sarah lagi, but it was fine. Cute ah Sarah yesterday, but too bad I didnt take pictures. Pictures with them girl cuzn's.

Result at 25th? I dont think so. Well yeah keluar, but in Brunei delay tue eyh. Still have 2 week solid. I HOPE. Not that I dont want to know, but I want to result to come out late. ._. So I can start form 6 (Amin!) On time.

Last thing, BANYAK drama arh rumah. Makes me sick to my stomach. Act your age man! Jgn setaie ani wah.

Owh & have anyone tried eating belachan (lurus kh tue) Sampai menagis! LMAO! I just did, few moments ago. NYAMAN yo, (au, ada antie lagi!) ;D Who can resist, Nasi Lemak with belachan sepadas padasnya, with tempe, tender ayam goreng, timun & with kerupok! o.O
I 'Literaly' have tears from my eyes falling, & sweat falling down from my face while eating! It was freaking hilarious! But its worth it!


So back to my curl fetal position to ease this back ache of mine.
Sakit pautku....

Chow, people ;D