Wonderful, just wonderful.

That title is so full of sarcasm. Hello dunia, its been awhile, well about 4 days no update really. Not that long. Fuck man time went in a flash this 2 weeks. I was too occupied, with what? Mpr? Yeah I guess! WOHOOOOO! Hell yeah, its done, finito, kapish, done. It was like 2 days of torture. I kind of liked it but on the other hand, some condition of being pressured, insecure or any shit 'under any circumstances' sucked big time. I felt so zick zince last week. =S

It must be due the shower in the rain while going home using a boat. I like the shower cold rainy weather but not under this situation which i'm going to rant about. An example yesterday, where I went to yayasan with the geng which was fun btw. =) But the heavy downpour & cold weather, please la, that strong rain, riding on a boat about 10-15km/p or some shit speed is freaking cold! You can feel like tiny cold crystals hitting your skin, take note the wind again.

The waved was freakishly scary. I was so wet, that I actually showered in the boat. Baik th bawa sabun, shampoo, barus gigi tarus arah boat ah! HAHAHHA! What a thought. That is one convo I had with Khairi & Uchi! Panat eyh! xD After that adventure, I felt paning tarus waa. So dried my short hair mcm dalam 'ad' sun silk where you swing your head to one side! GHEY! HAHAHHA!

I slept at 8 yesterday, atu nyaman tidor ku except 1 fucking problem, I couldn't sleep for fuck sake! Stress ku tue.

Anyhoo today was hectic. Test essay sana, test essay sini. God, had my socio paper 2, hist & econs which I know I'll flunk at that last one. Kn Izzati! ;D the good thing was that my mpr abis at a short period of time, it does give you positive sanctions alas. So my head was fill with mix history socio econ points, wait throw out the econs. I wasn't ready for that. So ask me anything, I'll give you a crap answer! =D

The only time I enjoyed was spending time with Amal B, Amal president frisbee, Amal baru I met & Amal Booo! HAHAHA Atu ramai 'amal' I mean spending time with Amal boo! ;D It was like nothing in my mind, empty as shit, but she brings out the 'yellow-ness' out of me kn boo! =P

I'm out, for now. =)
Peace to all & to all have a awesome weekend. The month of 'May' please bring your dear tauruseans into your favour! ;3

Detailed Chit Chatters, The People

Yeah, quite a late update. I was so freaking tired & entah ah wasn't feeling like myself for some reason. College was as usual plus a lil more interesting today. Apaakn, why not just say it was interesting. I hanged out with Amirul, Hafizu & Aziemah during my ps. She is amusing, si rudolph ah! =P

I also manage to have met someone I wanted to meet for awhile now! Awesome, she is in my Ps too. =P

Oh I was shot down in history tadi, I felt so guilty that I held up the class & giving us as a bad example by not being able to pass my 3 week ago work. I did it, but the words are not enough baaa. Why not just accept it & give me low marks. I know i didn't do well. Haisssh! Also I had an emo person beside me tadi. =P Keciaaaan si Sara. She was all quiet during the class hampa pasal her marks or was it because of my doings, for not being able to pass up my work. But I tried my best to cheer her up. I guess it worked out! YOU OWE ME! ;P

I spent break in the library with Firah, Kiss, 'F'izzah & Izzati. It was 'awethum' a word used by Lynnie. Who btw was also there but got ditched later on! Lol! It was unexpected, banarnya mau escort Izzati to bunneh. But the aircon & her presence was enough to make me stay! =) Before that was econs, which btw is so far an awesome class, with the 2 talkative smart one's beside me, no other than Izzati & Kiwie! They make up most of my days in the class. 0=)

I had my ps before lunch, which later I totally forgot that we had extra class. Not compulsory though, but I just felt like going in the class. Ade ler my reasons. ;D Firah msged me, I was loike 'SHIAAAT' so I ran from the canteen like a dog chasing a car, *panting while I climb 4 flight of stairs which seems to be climbing mt.Everest! Adeeeeh belabih banar! (I felt like doing my dramatic over exaggerated story tellings) It just makes things interesting to read, no? So where was I. Not to forget I was carry a heavy bag which weight a TON! With obstacles blocking my way ie other students & people waving at me, where I need to stop & wave back! Adeeeh! xDD

& finally reach the summit, out of breath & making a scene. I sweat like shit too. -.-' & i was the only guy. O.o A momentary dream come true perhaps! LOL! Nadaaa deeh!

I found out that morning I might be having Gp MPR. Mcm nada aku ah. Relak baa. Inda tau bila my MPRs' are. x.x So after the extra class chill with the Gp geng with Belle & Rozie & the others.
It was alright at the end.... I hope but I got a clear headache after that! Thats what happen if I concentrate too much, as a matter of fact i notice If I'm concentrating my writing becomes so organize & small! o.O

Suprisingly Syah was there that afternoon because she always balik awal. Lynnie gave me alot of candies for some reason all day & again after! I wasn't sure If I'm staying back or not liat them main frisbee but.... since Syah masih ada & I felt sick I asked meh buddy girl friend to drop me of yayasan ler, like always. I 'thank you' Syah! I always enjoy the talks we had during the trip there. =D She is my councellor & my adviser, you can say my therapist too! LOL!

My mom wanted me to dangani her to the bank in bandar. So we walked there with my heavy bag around. Not pleasent! -.-' It took an hour lagi waiting!! After makan, nyebarang balik. I was super tired & weak. Tapi aku ani jua satu. I insisted on driving back home. Then something happen wah, I drove too fast on a bump waah! 40km/h I think, that was fast for a 'bandul' -.-' Then kami di dalam kereta ani belumpat wah! HAHAHHA! Cali bro! x.x It was if I was riding a horse or something! Adeeeeh!

Came home, tarus played on drums kn relieve stress! But the weird part was that, I didn't realize I played for almost an hour! O.O In the zone th sudah tue, I was freaking high! I think I fell asleep while playing it! HAHAHA! handal banar! Indaaa eyh, my hands did the talking. Biasa playing the same beats over & over again I pressume! -.-'

I think I satisfy my talkings for today. If any of you manage to read this long crap. I applaud you.

The world will parlay my doings.

Hey readers, yes you, you over there & you who is just visiting & scanning if my blog is worth reading today! Ohhh Its 'Onion time' I quite miss the emotes. I haven't been using it since it looks messy to read. It just ain't organize!

This week has been quite nice, I met alot of new people & manage to know more people. Apaakn. Yeah, I guess I like to socialize alot. Not only that, I've been hyper all day long! I Kid you not!

But those hyper-ism does not mean that I'm in a good condition. I may be stressed out, too tired or just simply love struck. Not to mention 'happy' moments too. But I'm kinda glad that most negatives energy is put into good vibe. Lets stick to being optimistic,yes! What makes me happier is when girls flash their 'smiles' when I'm down. & most of you manage to do just that. I thank you, let it be from a complete stranger, someone I know, someone i yet to meet or from someone I adore.

'Smile, It's the second best thing you can do with your lips' Isn't that just an adorable/hot quotation. So, must I mention the first. You get the hint.

Oh here is another awesome quote.

'Don't frown, You never know who is falling in love with your smile'


'Your smile could be someone's medicine'


It seems as I'm all happy-go-lucky right now. But really I'm bummed out about something. The only treatment to throw tantrums atm at my disposal is being able to play on the drums. Though, I ain't 'Good' yet. I'll get there soon enough with each passing stressed day! LOL!


I really have no particular college stories as for now. Though, I just realized that college made me more 'confident' & 'outspoken'.

Lots in my mind, burden of my own & expectations. I'll update another soon. I'm just not feeling all that well mentally & physically. C-yaaa.

Internet

Holy CRAP! Its been awhile since I hear great music. Its non-other then Muse & the song is 'Resistance' The bass riffs is awesome, the drums freaking blows my mind. Well I always admire Muse drummer, same goes to Paramore & Arctic Monkey's drummer;s. Kesian aku ah, Inda ingat nama dorang. ._. I wish to play like them someday. ;P

Today, is a decent day. I stayed back, knowing that Bunneh is staying back to go jogging. Grrrrr~ Gojusss as always, but I recently found out she has short hair! *Gasp. Cantiks! =) Anyhoo she was with Kiss, 'F'Izzah & Nisa. =D It was fun. Spent time with Dinda & Kiwie geng jua, they too were also jogging. Well some of them.

Oh, I played frisbee juga with Boo, Faiz, Amirul, Iman, Kiko & some other frisbee players in the MPH which btw was freaking cold. Nyamaaan!! It was actually awesome. But I felt so bad when I bump si .... I forgot her name, while trying to catch the frisbee. =/ Ganas ah aku! You know the dumb thing was that I didn't get to take pictures for the blog. I guess I had too much fun. Beside with this low mp cam phone inda siok laaaa.

Oh I also played frisbee for awhile at the track with the girl I bumped, Deen, Ilham & the other girl with Ilham. Woaah such 'nick' names i gave them. LOL.

During ps4, I spent time with Ziya & a new girl I met Belle. Siok laa jua. Then chill with si Belley & Safwan if I'm not mistaken. What's awesome is I got to dodge 2 essay hws today. Crap, I still have to do them.

Woah, otw when my bro kn hantar to Yayasan, we had a flat tyre! O.o What timing, di bandar sudah then *puuufff tut tut tut phissshh! APAAAN! HAHAHA. Ramai org stare & tagur while the car was unbalance. It was actually my first, so belajar lh cana kn tukar tyre. I know kesian aku ahh. My brother was not moody so it was a helpful teaching he did. =D Bonding between brothers. *eseh!

Since I didn't have the chance to do it dulu while my father was still around, its pleasent knowing there was a 'figure' who can teach me. Lol, I sound sad. It was a sweaty damn work though.

Bh bh sudah th. The internet is not co-operating today. Sadly enough.

This is an I.O.U

I did not expect today, Monday such to be quite a pleasent day. I thank you to you guys who made it possible. I think I had doubts on doing the adventure charity club thang, but it was fun actually. Being able to see people buying what my sister & I bake was awesome. ;D & to be actually driving & persuading people to buy was fun. Yes, I'm out spoken nowdays.

College made me, more open now, more active. I tend to speak my mind now & open to meeting new people. Oh which brings me to my new sociology class, it was good-good first impression, the class was loud. My type of class, beside I know some people there, met new ones & actually get to know them better.

Its not a long post today. What made my day, are 3 things really.

1) Being able to spend my time with si 'Manis Hati Bunneh'. =B

2) Being to make a mockery of myself at the charity sale with friends & new friends & new class.

3) A certain someone gave me an 'Secret Admirer' gift. That was sweet of you. Whoever you are. I'm very curious though. I'll find out soon enough, though it'll take me a long long long time. =O

Its late, I haven't finished my essay. So, Good Night. I'll be sure to update.

'Smileys to all, & to all have a wonderful tomorrow'. =)

The time wonders off.

Greetings,

Dear Dairy,

Its been awhile, Its been pretty busy for me this week & it scares me. When can I actually finish my driving lessons at this rate. Its been on hold since I started school. -.-' Oh, just found out that Chelsea LOST! O.o Yes! chance masih for Arsenal! Don't worry, I ain't got football fever. I just find the last standings interesting this season. Watched ManU yesterday, It should of been a draw ._.

Dear Dairy,

College have been a bitch lately. Not the people, the classes. Once again I've been transfer to another class. So 'Good Bye' to my awesome Sociologist classmates. Namely Izzati, Qi & Amal. Not only that, my history teacher will be taking her PhD, so another new teacher? Oh by the way. I'm currently in Ps4, *thinks, shapa sja at Ps4 ah. Belle kali! *Cross fingers.

There are also awesome time I had in college this week. Namely being able to be closer with Bunneh. =') I actually sacrifice my ps just to be with in class. It was my first & will be my last sitting with her since, my ps changed. =/ I'm also bummed out that I ain't got Izzati in my socio & not being able to have Qi in my class ANYMORE.

Really, there isn't alot of 'love' this week. I miss my geng too. Haven't been with them lately. Esp Syah, since she had 2 mc-s, balik awal & escaped! =P

Oh another thing that made me Happy is 'Economic' class. I love that class, active & smart people & an awesome new teacher too of course. That class makes me happy having Izzati, Kiwie, Amal & Qilah surrounding me! =D If I were allow to put 1 more person there, that would just be much much grateful, no other then bunneh with me! =') BUT Izzati might be moving without me... All because of this 'socio' 'ps' transfer...

Dear Dairy,

GOD, behind all these positives have more negatives. I couldn't see through my optimistic side, when I do it gives me more of the ugly relative negatives. I guess all I can do now is 'Go with the flow' & see what the almighty have in store for me.

I'm on my way to believe it.

'I'm on my way to believe it'. Its actually from a song, name 'The Only Exception' from Paramore. But I really like that quote for some reason. It gives me a sense of being to finally pursue something. =)

I really have nothing much to say, I just want to update. Its not new, times like these. I just am in need to write something. I feel so 'neutral' so plain now. Honestly, for some reason I want to feel 'High' & just forget.

I have issues, serious deep scar-ed issues which I still can't seem to abide on. Losing someone isn't easy, especially wanting to accept that someone is gone forever. Oh, how much regrets & 'for granted' I had. At times like this, I feel lost.

I guess that is the reason why I'm pursuing for something, even if it means to be very 'selfish', anything to overcome this feeling that can't seem to dissolve. Alas, the quote on the title makes me to pursue that, 'Happiness'. That inspiration, I need.

May be the little thing in life that can bring your smile back. In my case a 'smile' from 'you' is suffice. =)

Nature helps too, It was days back though.

A beautiful Morning it was. =)

Ah the weekend.

Currently listening to John Mayer's new album. 'Friends Lovers or Nothing' & 'Perfectly Lonely' are just utterly awesome. Kudos to John Mayer & his amazing talents. =)

You know I once thought I was invincible in the game we call 'Love', How naive, but once you get hit by love, it hits you like a brick on the face. I manage to control at my own terms but for some reason I just have a need to break my rules & so far I did just that! Not to say its a wrong turn, I feel so much relief. If I failed in my own terms & that's it for me, I feel vulnerable & open even a fly can knock me down. o.O LOL!

I ain't emo, I ain't tied, I ain't in love. But if that's what my desire is; to 'fall' in love, so be it. I can't say no to my only beating heart. I ain't high, I ain't in delusion, I ain't mad. I know what I want, I know what I need. =)

I feel so calm now, I owe to Mayer's music, its not often I stay up late till the early morning just listening to his songs.

Hell no, I'm not talking about a relationship! Don't misunderstand. I don't roll like that, I don't look softly to that. Not once have I said 'will you be my girlfriend?' nor I 'own' anyone. =) Well I did kid on stuff like those but its all fun & games. Love? Its what everyone need, it can be a bitch but if you play it right its just magical. =) Go figure!

Ooooo yesterday was quite boring, honestly speaking. But you know what makes me happy, is being able to hold her hand for a brief moment. =D

*yaaawwn. I'm tired now.

Morning Brunei.
What have you got in stored for me. =D

No more excuses!

Meeh, most of them are blurry. I miss my Sony Ericsson cam phone, but its just too outdated to be used. -.-

Oh about the title, no more excuse. I have good connection, alhamdulillah. Its 2ish am now so sacrifice my sleep since I slept earlier tadi sudah. Here are the pictures I promise geng.

Awww how romantic.

Bold brothers! o.O lol

Khairi look so evil here =O

Macho men!

Still managing the weight. -.-'

Posing much! haha

Syah!! =D

ATO Merah muka ku, sma mcm bju si Khairi! LOL! You can actually say I'm blushing! HAHAHA -.-

Vain-hen.

Candid.

I find this the sweetest. =)

Danial is having way much fun! lol!

Gravity, Is working against me!

You know that song have been stuck in my head all day today. 'Gravity' by John Mayer & yes gravity is in fact working against my favours today! Gravity meaning weight of the problem. All was well this week until I heard that my PS is being changed to block 3! FUCK that! Not only that but I won't be having class with her now. It was 'quite' perfect the way it was. So that means I won't be with my gang as well! DOUBLE FUCK! I haven't been shit paranoid like this in awhile.

Excuse my language, but I just need to say it.
I guess my patience was not with me today, but thank god I'm sane again, its really honestly thanks to 'her' that I regain my smile =)

Anyhoo, I don't want to make this post, you know 'emo'ish or based on complaints. Looks at bright side...... nothing now. *looks at counter, HOLY crap reached 267oo visits udah. Bangga ku eyh!! You know little details in life always tend to matter most when your down. In this case, I feel like I acheived something. =) Thanks to people who visit this 'lame emotional boring' blog of mine, esp people who reads them, much obliged! =D

MEEEH!

Yeah, I promised some of you an update today. Which I did, but the image won't load! Connection problems I guess. Though I did the post & is long as hell too but not quite done yet! I'll just post tomorrow!

This post ani pun sudah lagging but I promised promise to actually make this post to kick start someone's day.

I hope you manage to get your beauty sleep , If not I'll be so pissed off! LOL, bahapa jua kn marah ani. I wouldn't dare to get angry at you because your just too awesome. Kambang nie. hahaha.

Anyhoo it isn't a long post. Its just one of those dedicated post, just for you.

Good Morning 'Bunneh', I'll see you later aite. So make sure you flash your oh-so adorable smile. Good luck for your econs test later, don't be too sleepy early in the morning yeah.

Ooooo Oooo Oooo

Yeah what a random title. Be warn its a long post! (This was based on 6th, 7th April events)

To start things off, my body aches & sores from the run in Tasek with them geng & from the badminton after that with my sister! Dood, I've been out of commission since last year kh, so I haven't been doing my dailies for awhile. So it was basically my first this year for awhile. (Yeah, been pretty busy this year) So I'm feeling the pain! No complaint, it was fun though.

I wont elaborate much about that, pictures speak more than word so yeah. This will be posted at another post.

Anyhoo, I'll just talk about today's highlights.

-Came to school with no bags, books, belt, tie & wrg shoes. Wonder why? It was with Syah. LOL! After the run yesterday, I had transport problems which paksa me to go on without taking my stuff. So basically that was my first coming to school empty-handed. So waited for her outside at the bench, alone being EMO!

-During that emo moments, Jazz dangani me. So that was a relieve. Soon I was alone again. But Rashidah sweetly wanted to dangani. She even stayed with me eventhough after teacher said to go to class! AWWWW! She is the only senior, I know Im quite close too! Anyhoo got my stuff soon after.

P.S Syah! I'm sorry for ALL the troubles. -.-' You know I feel very very guilty. I owe you soooo much! I thank you Syah.

- Socio, I didnt get to finish my hw since I didnt have my stuff. But I don't think teacher even marks our old hw. Man, I'm falling behind in socio. Izzati & Naqiyah punya pasal! lol! Nadadeeh.

- I'm always outspoken at GP & History & socio lh (but I lack the wanting to learn, I think is the style of teaching) BUT econ is just too DAMN quiet for me! -.-' I couldn't find connection with the teacher. He is just not interactive, he talk we listen. No freedom! ._. Its killing me softly!

BUT thank god, I have noisy raawrr girls behind me! LOL! Beside, I'm always happy to know that Bunneh is there. Heeeeee~ BUT, yeah another 'but' I couldn't even sit next to girls in the class. Thats just BULL!

- History was quite fun, got closer with the braahs, a guy name Hafiz with his camera became closer friend. Hahaha. Talking about VAIN! Owh ya, teacher wasnt there btw but we have this freaking hard crossword puzzle. But the whole class bonded. I actually stole Sara's phone & she was so panicky! Jahat eyh aku ani! Sorry Sara!

- GP, yet another brainstorming activity based on the series we watched before today. 'Criminal Minds' I find it interesting esp the awesome 'pilot'. Apparently my group, noted Amirul & Farah are wise & knowledgeable about crimes & whatnot which made me rest my brain a bit & just tried to heal the aching body...

-Adinda made me laugh today! org minta massage arah kaki, ia ani massage my back & shoulders plg wah. Well not literally, she just tickled me. But cali wah, how she does it. Hanged out with Kiwie, Boo, Aaron, Danny & Syah at ps until lunch. We tried to escape during ps, but mikin plg stress after we found out that we needed to isi form & shiat! Aku sabar plg. hahaha.

I got semi-scolded by teacher for wearing Boo's headband. 'BOIE' tapi aku jua wah palau! Adakh arah office catu. Go figure!

Then we went to Kaka's to eat lunch! which btw a miracle happend! Si Danial 'BELANJA'! HAHAHA. Generous ya today. He actually belanja us, hahah apakn aku ahh! Thanks dude. Got my usual 'Carrot Juice' Yes I love teh CARROTS! Reminds me of 'Bunneh' after that. Hahaha, I dont see the connection, I doubt she likes carrots.

-Econs, I was freaking bored & during that point I was so 'MALU' as teacher chose me as example to his examples. Say what?? HAHA

Bunneh ani actually spoke to teacher 'Eyh Sir, jangan bully si Arif wah!' Snap! Then then the girls ani pun called my name like so loudly & balik2 lagi wah. Malu ku! Mcm org famous sja aku ani. Tapi sweet lh, it was like the girls against Sir for me. Sweet lh drg ani! Sir ani pun prasan playa waah! I think I overshadowed him. HAHAHA jk jk.

- Dangani bunneh to the drop off, sadly ia tarus balik. Then chill with the braahs, Danny then Hafiz sampai I miss my energy club meeting ani wah. Nada dangan wah, then malas th ku. Then sorang2 balik. Faiz then invited me to his table with a group of girls. Sara was there too, met a new friend. Too bad sekajab sja aku, then balik tia.

-I had fun msging with a certain someone after that.


I'm out! This post is freakingly-ish long! I guess, I'm enjoying too much on college & friends. I got my inspiration back. I thank you all.

Ahhh TUT

CRAP! I'm so tired, exhausted! I'll update pictures later.

So much for my 450th post! -.-' That's so speacial!

What makes a rabbit, their cute teeth!

This is actually a dedicated post for a certain someone.

You know rabbits are super cute right, common who don't think so. Esp when they smile? Lol? Rabbits can smile? That's a thought. This post is actually for an awesome friend I recently met, just to cheer her up. I know, I know. I'm just too sweet! HAHAHA! Prasan much! -.-'

So to cheer you up, I found some awesome bunny pictures for ya.

RAWWWR~ Hot right! =PP

Yeah, its the only bunny character yang I know hot. O.o That reminds me of you too.
Please don't get offended! =B

& this to show how utterly adorable & cute you are. =BBB

LOL, I hope that cheers you up, If not having you to smile is enough for me.

Owh last picture!

OMG! Its Vamp bunneh! =O (spoil wordings -.-')