Its true what they say, that college is a mile stone, an important stage. But to have it done with & to succeed in this 1 half years for the next great step/leap is tremendous pressure.
It makes me worried just thinking about it. It also saddens me that 'school' is at the last for me. I'm greatly implying this because I know teenage is the best time of one's life. Admit it, what teen manage life without school, well in Brunei anyways. Not the whole term 'school' but the prespective of school of being able to make friends, to be known, to socialize, to fall in love, to teach life experiences etc. Its just mere memories now. Aint no way on going back now.Not that I dont want to go forward. But I made mistakes & regrets that I cant get past by. I wallow in the past, so each passing day was just a waste. I also did not reach some resolutions & goals. Yet again distract me as I go forward. Next thing you know, you have a job, marriage & kids. Where I certainly know i'm not ready for. LOL.
At that point in life, there wouldnt be as much opportunities as we have now, being in this teenage life where opportunities come in any form, that shapes one's life. Hokay, hokay, lets stop worrying now. I'm tired, its late I'll probably forget what I wrote later in the morning. I got my driving lessons later. Beside I still have the 'opportunities', I'm glad. So I still have a solid 10-15 years to reach my further studies dream. Insyallah. 
So do take chances as they arises, you'll never know it could be your future.
Good Night/Morning to all. Have a great day.
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