Political Views...I guess...

Im a person with my own pride & own opinion, I stand strong by my opinions. Though it be flawless. Anyhoo, I have a thing with people who are forced to take something not to their own satisfactions or capabillities. Eg, educational wise. If you don't like the subjects of any, please do not take it. Please do reason with it. Am I getting to you so far? Well here is an example. My cuzn, average person as I, was forced to take subjects he did not have interest & is capable in doing. Though he was forced by his ****** & look what happened.

Everytime I met him, stress was in his mind & appreance!! He tried his best at his A's but he did not get them. So surely he wasted those 2 years. All I'm saying is, If you want to do something please do it. Even if it sacrifice your friendship or whatnot by my guess do it. In that way there would not be any regrets. You'll surely get your success.


If it were to be me, I'm simple, I want to get my A's with subjects that I have interest & that I can actually deal with. & get scholarships to a good university. Amin.


Boo, I hope your interview kick their asses & you get in.
But hell, i'll surely will miss you, if boo nada!
Tapi if thats whats important for you & what you want to do, I support you.

For everyone out there for that matter. =) Though I have problems with people pursuing such feeble things such as people wanting to get celebs love & whatnot. I see alot that in Brunei nowdays... Its just foolish. I mean odds of finding love in your own country is like ten folds than trying to pursue celebs 10000km away, nonetheless the one your after are celebs. Ratio nil...

Anyhooo... I'll rant about that next time.



Owh, I might update if ada connection when I umrah. Liat lh keadaan nya. I'll be busy jua.
Well that's my ceramah for today. Didnt know it was going to be a ceramah...

Chow people. Do take care.

HSHSHSHS

Awwww

Boo punya post itu made my day.

So I'll return the favor. 'Happy belated love day' si Sixy Nerd of Mine.

Boo sama jua lame.

I had fun on our 1 hour date.

Syg kmu juga paree, brader, pengi, sixy nerd, boo. You are after all my manis hati~

Today mamam mamam

So my family & I decided to go Secret Recipe to celebrate my mom's birthday. One word 'Awesome' its worth it too, i'll say. I haven't been to Secret Recipe in Brunei. Its still quite the same though. Ordered Tom Yum, thats the shit right there! The Marble Cheese Cake & New York Chesse cake are Heaven
I'll say that its a truly delight dessert! Just heavenly. It was a pleasent family gathering too, with Sarah & soon to be bro in law. Its nice to have a family gathering & having fun. My father will always be with us. I miss my father.

So anyhoo, we had a talk about relationships. & I had a thought about it, I found out that I fell victim for most... relationships I ever had. Its always me who gets lovestruck & hurt later on. All i'm saying if I may, I would like to find a caring girl. lol what am I saying.


Later parees'

What day is it?

The weekend went quick, I think its because the non-stop out going ordeal. Anyhoo, when I thought I was going to 4th August' gig, I missed it... But at least one of the star came sleep over that midnight, bru si Hafiz balik nie. Sorry braah, limited time. Damn, syg I didnt go! Transport problems, yeah yeah, my fault for screwing around with getting my license. Sorry for those people I promise to bawa jln2 since last year! But insyallah, I'll get them when I get back from Umrah. OMG, I'm going umrah soon. I'm happy yet overwhealm. Lets fufill my duties in umrah as intended dengan sempurna. Amin.

So I'm going in about, 4 more days. So boo, nada update slalu nie. Tahan th sja boo, jgn th stalk me for 2 weeks. LOL.

Bh short update jaa. Have to attend function in a bit.
Later.

Midnight

Im sooo tired. But I dont want to go bed yet. Dont you just hate feelings like this. Or is it just me. If only I were hypnotised in sleeping early can help me. Its been like this since forever I guess I need to find things to do. But it seems all to bored now. LOL I'm just playing withe emotes if you must know. Sakai wah aku ah. My bad!Have a pleasent night everyone, do enjoy your rest/sleep. Its one thing you can never enjoy enough when your tired. Good Night!


Wait, dapat kh kamu liat the emotes. I was just wondering.

Add 'Feelings' in blog

So I decided to try adding some emoticons in blogs. So here goes.


It did quite awesomely too!


So now it'll be much awesome reading my blog.


Later.

Just

Meeeh, siok eyh watching Marie Digby singing arah my blog! hahaha! I just so love the ways she sings, & her expression while singing, her unique of saying certain words & of course her voice. Awww, how she makes me squinch a smile with just watching her sing. :3

I guess, girls who have talent singing attracts me. =O Well with the other traits of being active too. Anyhoo, yesterday was bro's hang out day. When with the buddies memaloi rah mall. & to think I chill rah mall with no intentions that few hours, while waiting the movie to begin. I mean dtg mall kul 12ish liat wayang kul 5.40. -.-' Bru jua tue, semangat banar.

Me Brahss.

Full much! -.-

Swayger Hafiz.

The Mafia! lol!

It was just Rahat & Hafiz in the group. So it was all good. Whenever we tend to hang out, it always involve foods... I ate lunch rah Food court kn then mkn tia arah McD. LOL! But like i said its all good. Chilling right. Then met up with Rahat's bro with Khairul & their gang & wathced 'Wolfman', I say its a decent typical movie, with the thought of Beauty & the Beast appereance in my head till the end of the movie. Sorry brah, lol. Lets just watch something more appealing & 'worth every penny of it'. I like to leave the cinema, well satisfied.

Send Hafiz home, watched Dance Flick which btw is pretty lame but gives you few laughs, had a nice convo with si HYPER booboo. x) Then slept early..

So today, bangun at 6ish, I kid you not! o.O It was so damn early. Lol, inda biasa lagi wah. Thats the earliest I woke up this hols, because most of the time I slept at the early mornings. >.< Anyhoo it was for taklimat umrah at 7 where we came a bit late,I found pleasent hearing the ceramah at masjid jami'asree given by utztaz (lurus kh tue) It was funny with his expression & do's & dont's in Umrah. I give thumbs up for his ceramah. It took hours though.

Hrmm I did nothing much today, watched another funny movie flick called 'Stan Hellsing' DAMN maaah, the story is off worst then Dance flick but.... Hot freaking girls in that movie changed my mind. so ITS ALL GOOD! ;o

& I had another odd dream of a girl... I think I miss her but we havent had contact in awhile. ='(

Im out. (malas kn upload pics)
COD-ing time.

Utterly Purely Adorable

She stole my heart at this video. <3



Just love this song.

Enrolling to a new environment

Helooo people. I'm way tired today & busy as well. Went to Pte Katok today. Not a bad sight, lots of potential, if you know what I mean. HAHA.. But... that really was not the idea. The thought I had was 'Happy', Being able to reach this far. The registry process wasnt too hectic. Its quite organize, the way I like it. Saw alot of them schoolmate too, as well as unexpected people who I recognise but they don't know the hell who I'm.

Nanti th tue meeting people. Though the experience there was somehow 'peaceful'. Nothing bad or mishap bestow onto me. Thats good. =) Though, pressurize about picking the As level, which the soon to be teacher was so eager to get things over with. -.-

Picking my subjects? I though long & hard (LOL!!) about it the day before, sampai it was in my dreams ani wah. Well thats a good thing, means Im commited into them. I read the requirements & really I had many subjects I can pursue. The lady, advise me on such matters, since I managed to confirm only 2, Sociology & History which in term is a good combination for a lawyer as she said it. The career 'lawyer' came into mind & thought of Syariah. Which honestly, I dont think Im fit for. Common... hahaha...

Physcology, Econs or Geo was in my head... So really I just chose what will be even better with the combination. Econs it is. =) Physcology, sounds awesome but really, I know not much about it. Nyasal krg. Took about 2 hours overall. My mother actually terlanggar traffic cone which was hilarious! HAHHAHA! That was random btw. So now, in my head is just to melaksanakan my dad's wishes to go Umrah as a family. Though its without him... It'll me my duty to fufill his last wishes & do it with all my heart once I reach there.

Quite a long post today.
Owh & grrr cant wait to hang sma boo 'Sixy Nerd' >=D
Sayonara. =)

And so it begins.

It finally came out, Our results that is. Though, I find my own not up to my standard & a disappointing one. While waiting for the msg from dst did not help at all, hearing people have their results already, made HUGE difference, you know, PRESSURE. Though my sis have contacts from MOE, she called & told me the result & I said 'Thats it!' I did not want to heed those results so i became ignorant & stubborn, waiting for the msg. Which later convinced me that I only gotten so few.

Later at home, I finally realised & took it in, 1st thing comes into mind. Was that I did not fulfill my father & mother's wishes to have good result. Instead of a smile I got alot of questioning & sad face around me... Msging with them friend who I found out made it did made me smile. Im proud of them. But in the end...

I still am thankful that I got this far. Terima Kasih Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah.

Congrats to people who ACE/pass their O's & A's btw. People who didnt in the other hand. Like the saying, 'Don't give up'. Failure tends to open other oppurtunities, yes!

So i came to school the next day, which was today which was pleasent to see my friends & juniors. ;D I was freaking nervous though since I havent seen most of them during my lonely holiday. Aime was the first at the scene, had a little chat, then more of them juniors. Im happy to see you guys. =)

My gang was there to, but didnt do much talk though, Syah lampau busy, well who wasnt. Baru masuk office nampak meh 2 fav girls booboo & bazhy, which i miss so much where I wanted to say that but *toing ada ibu bapa mereka. HAHAHA! Malu th tue.... then caught on with Danny & the guys.

It was freaking busy in the office & so sampit & so un-organized! Nada ku suka tue, its so not efficient, sorry SGS but its true ._. Its always been like this... Then bla bla bla, pukul 11+ bru dapat form... bla bla bla. Ambil result... tunggu form... isi form...chit chat sma Rachelle jab... Kana marah oleh mom since impatient udah....hahaha.... tunggu kana chop... begambar...photocopy.... Haissh busy day. o.O

Bh I rant alot today. x)
Going to katok esuk, wish me luck.

And soo...

The dream carries on... Having soooo random dreams, weirdly its all sad. I know I have the same dream but I could not get a hold of what's its about. Well, its a dream afterall, go figure. I remember meh booo dlm mimpi itu. o.O

Au deeh, I miss you wah kali tue. & some other childhood friends & cuzns. Odd to the point it still bothers me till now. Nada banyak kn cerita, saya blank banget. Saja kn update. Au Bazh, I miss when u pull my hair. When i pull them myself nada effect. Haaapaaan! ._.

Btw do give me your blog links arah chatbox & & & yang kunci blog atu bagi lh saya masuk. ;D
To whoever reads this blog. ._.

No inspiration today.

Owh & my email b_not_afraid165@yahoo.com (i know bida, zaman emo nie) -.-'

Apa tah kn di buat nie... OMG, I think thats why I've been moody lately. Nada kn dibuat, game online udah buring..., ps3 game nada game baru...., tv mcm biasa...., drumming..ok plg...at least this week ada mengaji lagi. Routine stuff... Bored...

I guess 2 months of doing fun stuff wore off.. Howell kn baca Archie ._.

4.50am o.O

Its that early already. Inda terasa ah, I think its because I sleep through out the monring till late afternoon kali. I think? HAH! Its definitely the reason why! -.-
Entah, my sleeping seems to be opposite again. I find it more pleasent sleeping at like 7-8am till... afternoon.

It seems calming, with the everlast slow morning shine through my window & with blue skies. My curtain is always half open so it can shine in light. x) I tell you, its just pleasent. What a way to wake up or in my case sleep, when the window drips of water droplets due to condense temperature inside out. I'm going to miss this so much when school starts.

Damn alarms, forcing to wake up, grumpy mood, getting ready. Arrgghh! Woah, I think I have a thing with waking up in the morning. ANYHOO....

Arsenal lost despite their many chances! They seriously need a solid forward. x.x But then again, I can't hate ManU too, since they played awesomely! Damn Nani, I knew he was always good but hardly put in the game & look what happen, he rules the day! Its suppose to be his GOAL >=O
Park, also my personal fav is forward where he should be & nah kn goal!

Chattering about football? Yeah, its rare. But I'm a dude, football is in most male's blood. I'm just not a fanatic. But judging by that post, it seems I'm! o.O Hehe, nada eyh. Its just a big match
worth mentioning. Like upcoming Chelsea vs Arsenal next week. I dont want to bore you non- footballers people reading this blog would I. Esp the girls. ;D

This will be my update for yesterday & I got some pictures, nada banyak.

Sedih sulnya! Nonetheless cute! x)
Damn red eye...

Mana gigi! =B

Pipi chubby!

Anak Cina! gagaga!

LOL!
Rambut bekas baru bangun. You'll see me bold when I come back from Umrah.

Good Morning Brunei.
Start your day with a smile.