Thank You In Order

I would like to Thank my supporting family especially my friends with their msgs, symphaty & to the one who came & visit me at home. I cant Thank You, my friends enough. Thanks to your msgs which lift me up & made me smile. Thanks for all your loves & symphaty. I have great caring friends. I love you guys. =')

Thanks for the people who stood up with me all night/morning when I was in the hospital. Thanks for people who blog/post about my lost. Thanks for the people who msged me. Really you really helped me with the care you guys give me at my times of need.

I'll try my best to maintain my sanity. Its all thanks to you guys. =')

Its Fact...

My dearly beloved father have just passed away on 18.06.09, around 1.30 in the morning.
To have lose someone so close, Its a total heartache, But what Iam relieve of is my father wont feel no pain nor suffering anymore. But with a price.

He has brought up 4 wonderful children, He fend & support the family. He grew us up with respect, patience, dignity, honor, kindness & love.

But what I feel sad for is that I didnt, we didnt get to say goodbye nor apologize. We only get to whisper in his ears at the last moment though we know he was unconssious. I could not help but cry when I heard he was in critical. We, as a family shed our tears as we have nothing else to do to help.

So we stood waiting, hearing the dreaded monitor, watched my father have 2 heart failure which bought a little time. Till the meds didnt work & we have nothing to do but to pull out my father's life support. Then the monitor sound came to stop....

If only I could turn back time, I would not change what will be happen since there is no way changing the outcome rather to spend all my time with my father & took care of him even longer & be the son he wants be to be.

Till now, I just cant shake of what has happen...

.... Sleep whilst hanging on life support, though my dad is now hooked on machines keeping him breathe steadily. Still unconssious, n breathing heavily on his sleep, makes me sad but i knw its saving him instead seeing him in pain, it makes me thankful tht he is not feeling his pain. I'll cont on tne comp soon. I'll just be patient a little longer.

Father

Hey all, blogging through hospital. Its been 1 month tht my dad was sick. To say the least his old diesease came back, where once he lost his leg bone due to this infection. Now it has gotten to the arms, making my dad weak & fell ill. He actually collapsed yesterday. I never saw my dad so weak before. Went to emergency just to find out tht his bp is way low & lower than tht he could of..... As soon he was feeling better his infection in his bone spread. An infected his lungs. The worst sight of,my life seeing my dad gasping for air. Plus he felt so weak. Each gasp he took as was like his last breathe. I cant stand my dad, looking at his condition like this. My vfamikly arnd my dad, went silent with tears reaching its limit. So then there was no other way then let my dad sleep

Let The Hour Glass Passes

Bloggers log, things are not what it seem to be. It seems to be too quiet, to not having the people who keeps you smile or literally make you sane everyday. Due to the fact I need my rest, I tend to doze or laze around at any moment. Thats distrubing, I dont want to waste my time sleeping, but I cant help it.

The holiday I planned, seems to dwindle because of no avail, but what the heck its still the starting few days of holiday, I want it to go slow sailing yet be a meaningful holiday. So as you out there.

I really have nothing much to say, I think. My thoughts have been filled with crap & goals. So far so good I must say. (=

There, a little update for y'all.
Have a pleasent holiday! (=

Pictures that last a life time

Mummeh~ & pretty waitress at the back! *Aissh! xD
Face to face lh lawaa! =B

Bday girl~ 26 udah~
x)

Main game nie! xP

The ladiess~

Bros~

Be-lated Bday Girl! x)

Errr! xD

Cara bazh posing! x)
Eseh isteri ah, model nie!

Lookie camera! xD

Si isteri & si scandal! xD

awwww~

Syg! Blur ah! Lawa udah smile!
x.x

Org vain belakang! x)

Vintage look!

Cantiks, she is! (=

Eseeh~

Syaah~ Chel~ Errr~

Lawaa the pic! mcm kn kiss! HAHAHA!

Vain eyh! Cute lagi tue!
I meant Rachelle!

x)

D girls~

The sipit mata! (nadadeh!) Lawa nah! & the elegant ^^

Ging! x)

Untuk shapa tue ah! ;D

Blur! x.x

Pooopoo looks adorable here! ^^

Org kontrol, org marung, org mabuk & org sakai!
Apaan! xD

Rachel looks drunk here! xD
Tpi cantik lh masih! ;P

Cuti at last!

Hello kawan kawan! Lol! sounds like those kids shows! x.x

Hey people, woah its here! Holiday! Wohooo, some might not like it because it is boring but iam not one of them. I need my time, my dignity, my pride & my freedom! *takes deep breathe! Wah, i really need this! (=
I have few plans ahead that I can wait, beacuse i just want to take my time slowly, no need to rush. ^^

The point is, Iam glad holiday is here.

Owh I have a owed post for my BBBBBFL (Best Best Best Best Best Friend For Life) Woah, its true because she just means alot to me! (=
So my hyper aside! (*Dang red bull!)

I would like to wish my close friend Bazilah Binti Hj Besar for a happy belated (very!) 17th Birthday. I really cannot thank her enough to what she have given me, her love, her care, her lust, her loyalty & her yellowness! x) Its really her who actually give a damn about me! Which makes me feel guilty, that she helps me more than I give her attention. & what more is that Iam older to her, which Iam suppose to take care of her. Its one of her nature that makes her super special in my life.

Though the troubles & hard times we had, could we shed tears & fill an ocean, heartbreaking moments that hurts like 1000 needles poking on one's heart we still manage to be bestest of friends. That bond we have is what keeps me stronger. It made me learn, but if only if I can mend her broken heart, that will gladly give me a glad feeling, even the slightest feeling that I can make her happy will go a long way. The fun times, the laughter, the joy, the yellowness we had is worth living for. I'll always will treasure it, though how my memory keeps shrinking each day since we grow old.

(hrmmmm, my sentences is very errr somehow not understandable) xD

What more can I say, this girl is my angel...

I love you, my angel. (=

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Another set of pictures~

Smile~

Mizan, Keemy, Bday girl & Muiz

kami anak si Faiz! xD
Wife nya si.... xP

Vain through another camera! x)

Black & white vintage!

Mr nerds! hahaha! xD

PLAYER! xD

=P

Parteh~

The 3-ious unite ^^

Husband & husband! xD

Pruteey~

Vain people! xD

Candle blow out~

Romantic moments! xDDDD

Liat kn gigi lawaa~

Another player! x)
Opppss! xD

Mafia gangster!

The bosses!

Shapa paling feminine nie! xD
Gay sul nya! xP

Mamams~

Ivan, Belle~ & Syaza~ ;P

& again! xD

Papa Joel, poopoo & Belle~

Syazaa~
=D

& yes for once, ada our picture! Tpi not satisfying! xD
Nanti th lagi! (=