Thursday, September 17, 2009

Minor Thoughts

Dear Readers, (If they are any left)

Its been awhile. It was official that my blog was dead. But I was reading some post & it got me inspired to write. Well, I do miss the fact that I do not blog as much, but we are in entitle to have our freedom away from the internet. Its not working though.

Yes, indeed our mock are over, forever! What a thought of joy, but come to think of it, knowing that we would not have it anymore, well, saddens me? Yeah, I think I'm weird. I think due to the fact that we are going to a new stage in life. Our reign in high school is coming to an end. Hopefully.

I enjoyed being in elementary, but high school is just something else. College? Sure I'm looking forward to it. But I know, I'll miss my high school days, especially the amazing people I've met & of course the wonderful moments that took place. Face it, what is school without them. Sure, my school is a control & rule freak & has funny management etc , honestly speaking. But I'm still thankful, It can be considered as a second home.

My point being is that, do not overlook what life has to offer. 'Kids wish to become adults, adult wish to be in their glory years'. We often overlook these. Sure, you heard that phrase plenty of times. My prespective in live is to be cautious yet optimistic yet faithful & thankful too. That's how I'm raised. To have greater principle of knowledge & patience is where I walk on, but at the same time to rock \m/

I'm mold this way not by chance, but by my surroundings, namely; my family, my friends, my experiences, let it be good or bad. I've learn my mistakes. I'm proud to what I've grown to. I'm Thankful.

Sure my post seemingly have meaningless statement but hey, isnt that what expressing writing is about. I'm sure I'll rant more about school anytime soon now & hopefully stay in one topic, okay. Till then.


Sincere Arif Nayan.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Ripped Away.

Do you know how it felt like to give it your all, & at the end it was taken away, just like that. Well yeah, probably most people go through that. & here i was an idiot to think it was going well to a point it might be grow into something beautiful. But some people are just harsh.

No wonder the word 'Love' is spoilt. Ahhhhhh! After all i've been through this year is fucking tough! Is like my dad's death wasnt enough. Now it just push me off to my brink existence. It fucking sucks maaa.

Ah my god, I just feel like spinning an animal head's 360 until it ripped off! LOL! Naw, I wouldnt do such thing. Though my drums took most my hits! But its all good, I guess thats why I love drums.

Iam too hyper or too depressed too much this week. I guess thats what i get for loving someone too much. Thank god, I aint going insane, I think >.<

But I still have them friends. =')
School is coming to an end my dear form 5's.
Lets kick ass! \w/ Screw love life!

Sorry lh if ada yg terasa.

End.