Yes, its an update for a LONG LONG time. I think I just stumble across an old sanction of peace which I long abandoned & have 'forgotten' about. Funny, I think that finally explain why I wrote the web link '2bforgotten'! Coincidence! Perhaps.
So lots have happen since I left you with the birthday greeting on the month of May. But i found a much different lifestyle as I use to have. My burden & loss still have not left my sight & my thought. Every time i come back to this sanction of mine which I've created for ranting purposes have given me deep scars & treasure moments. No matter what, I'll always come back here. To relieve of my past or to render its glory!
I feel more liberated now. I realise that I'm getting older & also wiser. I feel it, though I still make foolish mistakes but everyone makes mistakes. College have been boring for me now. It seems friends are just not what it seems like, when I was in a smaller school. But I learn to be dependant too. Its what I need.
In fact, I distant away from my friends, famliy... well everybody. I seem better just to be with a handful of people. But the problem now is that I really don't know who that is. Giving this distant does not mean I'll forget them nor ignore them, it just mean I don't want to be dependent anymore.
I have issues. I seem to run out of excuses. But typing it here, just gives me a smile on my face as though this blog is able to listen to what I say. So perhaps that is pleasing enough. MEH! I'm done. =DD
Till next time blog.
