Cont* from my last msg!
...I hope this last post will make you Happy!
Soweh sweetheart <3
Soweh for not calling you =(
You know I miss you,
You know I love you,
I hope this will cheer you up,
At least smile for me girl,
I'll call you soon,
Just you wait,
Hugging your heart pillow,
Right this moment,
Just to ease my feelings,
But just not to hug it to tightly,
As you know what comes off,
a sound of a man singing,
made me smile & laugh, =)
So Goodnight dear,
I'll see you tomorrow,
<33 you!!
Friday, May 23, 2008
To that tag-board girl..
Owh dont mind this post~
I just want to solve of the mysterious tag-board girl who said I hurt her!!
"you hurt me without noticing it, you hurt me alot"
So at first thought that came to my head was 'ouch'!! I never meant to hurt any1!!
In my mind I have couple people who I might of hurted,
either from jealousy,ignorance,said or my actions!
I wont know!
*Iam drawing a blank on this!
Evidence can be seen from test I tried to some people~
Well whoever you are! Iam very Sorry! I didnt mean to hurt you like that!
I just want to solve of the mysterious tag-board girl who said I hurt her!!
"you hurt me without noticing it, you hurt me alot"
So at first thought that came to my head was 'ouch'!! I never meant to hurt any1!!
In my mind I have couple people who I might of hurted,
either from jealousy,ignorance,said or my actions!
I wont know!
*Iam drawing a blank on this!
Evidence can be seen from test I tried to some people~
Well whoever you are! Iam very Sorry! I didnt mean to hurt you like that!
Today err?
Right now, right this moment i feel so down! Is it because iam not msg-ing with her! Iam not sure! Maybe it is! I just bought cridet 2 days ago! Well its $5! But now its 25 cents! Wow seriously! No i wonder if I could ever call her again! hehe xD
I used to have cridet like $25-50 un-use, the highest i got was $100+ but that was like in pri5!! But now I dont know! hehe cant evn keep it above $10 nomore! haha
Owh dont get me wrong Syaza, I love you! & of course love msging you!! <3
I miss her~
Yeah i guess so, not spending time with her made me sad! Good thing I have something to hug! My heart pillow from her! <3 Owh and i have this gift~ But i'll wait! hehe well be patient ahh love~ <33
Owh my day was quite typical Fridays! Stayed home, chilled but sadly no outside activities! Inside liat tv and online-ing,
Quite worried on something! Iam not sure what it is! My mom gave me this thingy project to type for tomolo! But I dont know how to do most of it! Damn, and my sis is not here!
Yeah seriously! I Miss Her! <33
Damn, i'm not thinking straight, so yeah watched E-news, Congrats to David Cook, I must say Ai this year is my fav! Wait I think its my first time watching it like this! I wonder why?? (Syaza tue~) So yeah I stick with David Cook, David Archuleta is great no doubt about that, but David Cook 1 song "Always Be My Baby" hit me so hard, I actually cri-edd?? Say wut! haha The finale was great too, Mike Myers, Ben Stiller, Jack Black & Iron man dude was hilarious! I like when both Davids duet and when David.A sang "apologize"
The best thing I loike about it was watching while msg-ing with her! <33
I feel *blank & empty now!
*yawn how boring~
I used to have cridet like $25-50 un-use, the highest i got was $100+ but that was like in pri5!! But now I dont know! hehe cant evn keep it above $10 nomore! haha
Owh dont get me wrong Syaza, I love you! & of course love msging you!! <3
I miss her~
Yeah i guess so, not spending time with her made me sad! Good thing I have something to hug! My heart pillow from her! <3 Owh and i have this gift~ But i'll wait! hehe well be patient ahh love~ <33
Owh my day was quite typical Fridays! Stayed home, chilled but sadly no outside activities! Inside liat tv and online-ing,
Quite worried on something! Iam not sure what it is! My mom gave me this thingy project to type for tomolo! But I dont know how to do most of it! Damn, and my sis is not here!
Yeah seriously! I Miss Her! <33
Damn, i'm not thinking straight, so yeah watched E-news, Congrats to David Cook, I must say Ai this year is my fav! Wait I think its my first time watching it like this! I wonder why?? (Syaza tue~) So yeah I stick with David Cook, David Archuleta is great no doubt about that, but David Cook 1 song "Always Be My Baby" hit me so hard, I actually cri-edd?? Say wut! haha The finale was great too, Mike Myers, Ben Stiller, Jack Black & Iron man dude was hilarious! I like when both Davids duet and when David.A sang "apologize"
The best thing I loike about it was watching while msg-ing with her! <33
I feel *blank & empty now!
*yawn how boring~
Wow the hederitary of words~
Just got to realised that i was given a talent to write~ Well I might me a newbie at first or if you dont agree with, so be it... but I just need that inspiration! & I think I got my reasons now! I Love Her~ <3
Here My brother's old work~ I loike it & wanted to post it,
Here My brother's old work~ I loike it & wanted to post it,
Dazed n Confused!
I stand quietly in a world,
Where ppl pass u by,
Not knowing I exist to many,
But only to a few!
I'm dazed n confused,
I smile on my own,
I cry on my own,
I live on my own,
In my own world!
Yet pondering for sumthing,
To hold on,
Like a light,
To keep me intact,
N Alive!!
When tat day comes,
I'll rejoice in happiness,
But until then.....
Let me endure in my emptyness!
Untitled
A simple person,
Whose live isn't fill with complication,
Does Not know when Not to Smile,
Luvs to write in poems,
Always will be there if in need,
Or to listen to others,
Humble and conservertive at certain times,
Only voices out when needed to,
And still in search,
For a person to sweep me off my feet,
As for this Romeo,
Roam his life searchin for his missing Juliet,
With a warm big heart,
Waiting to be attended to!
My Mask
I wear a mask,
A thick mask,
Which on the outside,
Shows a serious face,
But that's just a reflection,
Of who I am.
If one could see through,
Through my mask,
And if you look hard,
You'll find more than just seriousness,
But a face fill of cheers,
Compassion and sencerity,
Which have been kept hidden,
In my thick mask.
If one day,
Such a soul can lift my mask away,
You wont see me so serious anymore,
As I rejoice for the soul who took it away.
For I will give u my heart,
My trust, my word, my everything just b'coz of it.
I stand quietly in a world,
Where ppl pass u by,
Not knowing I exist to many,
But only to a few!
I'm dazed n confused,
I smile on my own,
I cry on my own,
I live on my own,
In my own world!
Yet pondering for sumthing,
To hold on,
Like a light,
To keep me intact,
N Alive!!
When tat day comes,
I'll rejoice in happiness,
But until then.....
Let me endure in my emptyness!
Untitled
A simple person,
Whose live isn't fill with complication,
Does Not know when Not to Smile,
Luvs to write in poems,
Always will be there if in need,
Or to listen to others,
Humble and conservertive at certain times,
Only voices out when needed to,
And still in search,
For a person to sweep me off my feet,
As for this Romeo,
Roam his life searchin for his missing Juliet,
With a warm big heart,
Waiting to be attended to!
My Mask
I wear a mask,
A thick mask,
Which on the outside,
Shows a serious face,
But that's just a reflection,
Of who I am.
If one could see through,
Through my mask,
And if you look hard,
You'll find more than just seriousness,
But a face fill of cheers,
Compassion and sencerity,
Which have been kept hidden,
In my thick mask.
If one day,
Such a soul can lift my mask away,
You wont see me so serious anymore,
As I rejoice for the soul who took it away.
For I will give u my heart,
My trust, my word, my everything just b'coz of it.
By Muhd. Azrin Hj Nayan
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Syaza Adlina..
I really do Love her~
A certain girl who is way beyond sweet,
A loving daughter, smart, caring, loving much girl,
A beautiful, stunning, gorgeous girl by the name who is perfect to pronounce~
When I call out her name, I get this little tingle over my body,
Though I cant explain it, it seems your my only cure for this addiction I have all along,
What addiction you may ask, addiction of wanting you all this time...
Don't you know, I long this moment for a long time~
Might not be that obvious at times, But you do know I have crushes, but...
It does not seem to work or even relate anything to what I feel for you,
I dont want to freak you out, as I only was trying to express myself,
your laughter that made me smile, your smile that makes my day~
In this short period of time, I realised that your a unique person who I always dreamt about,
Who is perfect in your own ways, I might sound obsessive, but not only my brain is thinking this,
but so is my heart, To me I consider you as a perfect match, my soulmate as i mention alot,
Only in return I want you to acknowledge me, put me in your life as you see it now~
I might not be perfect for you, but I sure damn can try to make you happy,
I do try my best, and still be my self trying to fulfill it,
I dont want to force you to love me, but a hint of your generosity from you,
is what i considered enough for me~
If might anything goes wrong, I want you to know that i'll be there, try my best to be there,
I'll always cherish and care your feelings, the best I could, with every tender love,
you know you mean everything to me, I just hope you share your love equally to me,
Even if this does not work out, know this I'll always will remember this... and love you!
I Love You 'Syaza Adlina' <33
A certain girl who is way beyond sweet,
A loving daughter, smart, caring, loving much girl,
A beautiful, stunning, gorgeous girl by the name who is perfect to pronounce~
When I call out her name, I get this little tingle over my body,
Though I cant explain it, it seems your my only cure for this addiction I have all along,
What addiction you may ask, addiction of wanting you all this time...
Don't you know, I long this moment for a long time~
Might not be that obvious at times, But you do know I have crushes, but...
It does not seem to work or even relate anything to what I feel for you,
I dont want to freak you out, as I only was trying to express myself,
your laughter that made me smile, your smile that makes my day~
In this short period of time, I realised that your a unique person who I always dreamt about,
Who is perfect in your own ways, I might sound obsessive, but not only my brain is thinking this,
but so is my heart, To me I consider you as a perfect match, my soulmate as i mention alot,
Only in return I want you to acknowledge me, put me in your life as you see it now~
I might not be perfect for you, but I sure damn can try to make you happy,
I do try my best, and still be my self trying to fulfill it,
I dont want to force you to love me, but a hint of your generosity from you,
is what i considered enough for me~
If might anything goes wrong, I want you to know that i'll be there, try my best to be there,
I'll always cherish and care your feelings, the best I could, with every tender love,
you know you mean everything to me, I just hope you share your love equally to me,
Even if this does not work out, know this I'll always will remember this... and love you!
I Love You 'Syaza Adlina' <33
David Cook version 'Always be my baby'
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
A paning & tired & sakit parut day!!
Title said most of my problems i had today, Im alright though.
Just woke up from a nap bekas msg-ing with my one and only <3 while watching American Idol! Yup I guess I was wrong, I thought they are showing it live! Niway I'll tell you about it later~
Owh had a chat with my sis pasal relationship & our love life! Damn thats a first! Early in the morning! No wonder she moody these past few weeks!
School~
It was fun!
Malay: Sat tempat biasa, did karangan! Damn lost my touch eyh! Rusty dh karangan saya! T.Mawar keeps looking at me since this past week!! napakan? Owh Si khairi kana bully oleh T.Mawar jua! xD
History: Aduh~ Boring but yeah since exam ada! Half of me mau revision and half just want to stare at her?? gagaga xD nada bh! Instead our 1st period was ways to tackle our problems! haha thanx to Dani who started the topic! hahah, Pasal apa ahh chorus lh,love life, studies, entertainment! Siok lh jua dangar lecture nya ani!
Break: Not bad, our gang was re-established again! Andy,Joel,Rahat,Nizam,Khairi & me! Well most of them lh! We hanged out di pagar place dangan si Khairi with his duty! So yeah siok lh jua!
Tapi didnt hanged with the girls! Tau lh shapa ahh! hehe
Owh then lupanya si Hafizzudien ani was like finding me, so he then told me to look under his table, I was like 'why?' So then i found this hat!! Took it out ani kh! I was like *blank so then ia ckp "yeah, its for you man!!" hahaha Damn~ I was like si Hafiz bagi aku something, baru tue eyh! Since its for my bday! Batah udah ah! =D Tht hat was just perfect it has the same features as my old legendary, life saver hat of mine which is now badly torn up!! xD Its flexi-fit! YEAH!! So hard to find these types! But yush still love the gift of this heart pillow iam lying on! I wonder who gave it to mee~ heheh <33
Owh roite lets continue~
Physics: My damn, I didnt listen to shit! Sat on Chelle's place since thy took our seats! As in we Khairi & me with BNM gang! Bazh,Nadz,Maz! hehe Siok~ gagaga Si khairi ani banr buat this weird hantu like voice! Panat! Keep calling Syah's name! Aku cakap "eyh ri, if you said it like tht, She'll probaly will run away from you!" hahah apakn!! HAHAHA kn Ri!!
Maths: I enjoy this last 2 periods! Awal2 with Amal, Owh T.Binoy kicked people out since inda buat hw! Baik jua saya antar! So yeah sat with Amal, siok lh main sma ia! hehe my anak manja!! Kacau her lh jua~ hehe Then si Khairi mau pindah our seats! Yush!! Owh and i was using my new hat! hehe Thnx to T.Binoy who didnt mind! hehe
hehe awal2 buat work then suddenly ani wah i became all manja & shizz!! hahaha xD I said "I Love y-oo-u" inda pulang complete and yeah being my self saying "eyh who said tht??" looking around the class being sarcastic and all! gagaga <33 Then she wrote on my maths book "I Love ****" awwwwwwww~ <33 Shapa kn tue namanya! lupa ku! gagagaga
Malu lh jua saya~ First time kali ahh saying right in front of each other!! gagaga <3
I love youh Syaza!! <3
After shcool: Took her bag, bawa2 bad Syaza jalan2!! hehe then Syah balik awal so I dangani her lh! hehe =D Owh then girls from there to here saying David Cook manang! I was like wah?? awal jua result nya! Syaza pun confuse ia lagi big fan of AI! hehe so try to calm her down!
Then her car ada wah! I was like where?, Lupanya dapan2 ani bh! I was like carrying her bag too! I wonder if her moma & dada saw meh! gagaga xD Owh and my dada was here to so balik same time! Said goodbye! I wonder if she heard that! So she was behind of me lh! car to car!! huhu =D Told my dada "nie, belakang kami is the 1 who owns the house in front of ours" My dada was like iakh!! hehe
Went to Sg. Akar! Kn go cuz house kajab! hehe, then ask my dad to see our old house! (well if you want to know Syaza lives somewhere there) So yeah my reason kn liat our old house padahal mau liat/pass by her house!! huhu! =D too bad she wasnt home!
Hrmmm di mana kn nie~ =D
(shud of drop sumthing on her mailbox) hehe xD
Then on the road lagi! Balik~ Tidor~ Tidor mati~
Tiba rumah i was like tarus bangun and half awake kluar car! So freaking dizzy and dissorted! Mcm I was like where am i?? hahaha (mcm mabuk sja) Gila ngalih banar! Tarus naik atas my room buka aircon? but weird I hanged out di bawah living room with the aircon on too! Bawa laptop, msged her~ & weird didnt use my laptop most of the time but it was on! Entah mcm its my instinct sja to turn on my lappy! Inda jua blog! haha
Then my cus dtg, online di bawah lh nie, sajuk2, Sleepy much! By now she jalan cuz her dad's birthday esuk! So not banyak msg2! Happy Advance Birthday dad-in-law! Wah?? GAGAGAGA xD
So roite at 6plus liat Ai! Nope not live! So yeah watched with cuz! Then msg2 lagi <3!!hehe she was so hyper today! But i wasnt feeling that good! Paning start to kick in with damn sakit parut bekas makan like mee with banyak2 chili belachan ini! Giler!! =D So yeah she made me feel better! <33
But decided to nap! Then its like almost 10 now~ Owh I had a short nap! Owh man I didnt reply her! Is she going to be mad at me!! =(
*wipes her tears from crying tadi liat ai! hehe well late much!! x(
Hrmm only 2 pics?? Jrg ambil gambar now! hehe nanti th~
I guess i will put in another post~ mayb~ heheh ^^
Just woke up from a nap bekas msg-ing with my one and only <3 while watching American Idol! Yup I guess I was wrong, I thought they are showing it live! Niway I'll tell you about it later~
Owh had a chat with my sis pasal relationship & our love life! Damn thats a first! Early in the morning! No wonder she moody these past few weeks!
School~
It was fun!
Malay: Sat tempat biasa, did karangan! Damn lost my touch eyh! Rusty dh karangan saya! T.Mawar keeps looking at me since this past week!! napakan? Owh Si khairi kana bully oleh T.Mawar jua! xD
History: Aduh~ Boring but yeah since exam ada! Half of me mau revision and half just want to stare at her?? gagaga xD nada bh! Instead our 1st period was ways to tackle our problems! haha thanx to Dani who started the topic! hahah, Pasal apa ahh chorus lh,love life, studies, entertainment! Siok lh jua dangar lecture nya ani!
Break: Not bad, our gang was re-established again! Andy,Joel,Rahat,Nizam,Khairi & me! Well most of them lh! We hanged out di pagar place dangan si Khairi with his duty! So yeah siok lh jua!
Tapi didnt hanged with the girls! Tau lh shapa ahh! hehe
Owh then lupanya si Hafizzudien ani was like finding me, so he then told me to look under his table, I was like 'why?' So then i found this hat!! Took it out ani kh! I was like *blank so then ia ckp "yeah, its for you man!!" hahaha Damn~ I was like si Hafiz bagi aku something, baru tue eyh! Since its for my bday! Batah udah ah! =D Tht hat was just perfect it has the same features as my old legendary, life saver hat of mine which is now badly torn up!! xD Its flexi-fit! YEAH!! So hard to find these types! But yush still love the gift of this heart pillow iam lying on! I wonder who gave it to mee~ heheh <33
Left to Right!
No fear, NY! (haha ada lagi tue)
Thanx Piz!!
No fear, NY! (haha ada lagi tue)
Thanx Piz!!
Owh roite lets continue~
Physics: My damn, I didnt listen to shit! Sat on Chelle's place since thy took our seats! As in we Khairi & me with BNM gang! Bazh,Nadz,Maz! hehe Siok~ gagaga Si khairi ani banr buat this weird hantu like voice! Panat! Keep calling Syah's name! Aku cakap "eyh ri, if you said it like tht, She'll probaly will run away from you!" hahah apakn!! HAHAHA kn Ri!!
Maths: I enjoy this last 2 periods! Awal2 with Amal, Owh T.Binoy kicked people out since inda buat hw! Baik jua saya antar! So yeah sat with Amal, siok lh main sma ia! hehe my anak manja!! Kacau her lh jua~ hehe Then si Khairi mau pindah our seats! Yush!! Owh and i was using my new hat! hehe Thnx to T.Binoy who didnt mind! hehe
hehe awal2 buat work then suddenly ani wah i became all manja & shizz!! hahaha xD I said "I Love y-oo-u" inda pulang complete and yeah being my self saying "eyh who said tht??" looking around the class being sarcastic and all! gagaga <33 Then she wrote on my maths book "I Love ****" awwwwwwww~ <33 Shapa kn tue namanya! lupa ku! gagagaga
Malu lh jua saya~ First time kali ahh saying right in front of each other!! gagaga <3
I love youh Syaza!! <3
After shcool: Took her bag, bawa2 bad Syaza jalan2!! hehe then Syah balik awal so I dangani her lh! hehe =D Owh then girls from there to here saying David Cook manang! I was like wah?? awal jua result nya! Syaza pun confuse ia lagi big fan of AI! hehe so try to calm her down!
Then her car ada wah! I was like where?, Lupanya dapan2 ani bh! I was like carrying her bag too! I wonder if her moma & dada saw meh! gagaga xD Owh and my dada was here to so balik same time! Said goodbye! I wonder if she heard that! So she was behind of me lh! car to car!! huhu =D Told my dada "nie, belakang kami is the 1 who owns the house in front of ours" My dada was like iakh!! hehe
Went to Sg. Akar! Kn go cuz house kajab! hehe, then ask my dad to see our old house! (well if you want to know Syaza lives somewhere there) So yeah my reason kn liat our old house padahal mau liat/pass by her house!! huhu! =D too bad she wasnt home!
Hrmmm di mana kn nie~ =D
(shud of drop sumthing on her mailbox) hehe xD
Then on the road lagi! Balik~ Tidor~ Tidor mati~
Tiba rumah i was like tarus bangun and half awake kluar car! So freaking dizzy and dissorted! Mcm I was like where am i?? hahaha (mcm mabuk sja) Gila ngalih banar! Tarus naik atas my room buka aircon? but weird I hanged out di bawah living room with the aircon on too! Bawa laptop, msged her~ & weird didnt use my laptop most of the time but it was on! Entah mcm its my instinct sja to turn on my lappy! Inda jua blog! haha
Then my cus dtg, online di bawah lh nie, sajuk2, Sleepy much! By now she jalan cuz her dad's birthday esuk! So not banyak msg2! Happy Advance Birthday dad-in-law! Wah?? GAGAGAGA xD
So roite at 6plus liat Ai! Nope not live! So yeah watched with cuz! Then msg2 lagi <3!!hehe she was so hyper today! But i wasnt feeling that good! Paning start to kick in with damn sakit parut bekas makan like mee with banyak2 chili belachan ini! Giler!! =D So yeah she made me feel better! <33
But decided to nap! Then its like almost 10 now~ Owh I had a short nap! Owh man I didnt reply her! Is she going to be mad at me!! =(
*wipes her tears from crying tadi liat ai! hehe well late much!! x(
Hrmm only 2 pics?? Jrg ambil gambar now! hehe nanti th~
I guess i will put in another post~ mayb~ heheh ^^
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Just for her~
Im not a word smith, I'll just express by my own intelect brain!!
(apakn)
(apakn)
I know this seems early but it seems my finger wont stop typing~
Ive known you since form 1, is it not?
Meeting you first time in wordplay,
Where we had our fun moments,
The time I shared with you.
Where we started to message each other after that!
Developing a little tiny crush for you,
You may not notice at first,
Carry on life as it is,
Form 2, I started noticing you more, though,
You still might not notice, as i was shy,
Having other crush just to ease,
Knowing you have some1
Form 3, Still was not with you under one class!
Being more attach to you, but knowing
you and him are 1, got to think,
I'll wait & be patient!
Waving to you as we past by outside classes,
Still shy to start 1st conversation,
Saw you with him happy,
so I wonder off,
But despite of that, we still chat on MSN,
I remember those moments, To ease
your problem & broken heart,
I did my best to control!
As time goes by finally Form 4, We were in the same class, Finally I said,
I stuttered at first glance, My heart was happy much, even though,
Being a stranger in your class, U offered me company,
But I was too quick to refuse!
On your birthday, we message all day long, wanting to buy you something special,
Wanted to buy something you could hug,but u love him, so
I stopped instead ask what you wanted. I did
Bought ur gift trying to make it worth!
1-3 months later, Having our conversation with our messages again,
We shared more, I got to know you better, I was happy,
Developed crush between you and another him!
I dont mind, I helped out, glad I did,
4th Month April, I too shared you my problems/crushes, Somehow this made us closer,
Started talking to you with help of Khairi who got even closer to his dream girl Syah,
Soon my feelings just rushed out, I cant control nomore, I want you,
being able to go out with you on my first date ever! <3
At one moment during the month of May, I made my first call with you,
I was happy much, My heart was pounding! Control my cool,
Called for 8min 55sec! Then liking that experience,
I called again!
Closer we got, the guilty i became for taking you away from him, I resented
But, I cant stand it anymore, Shared pictures with you of our family!
I was indeed happy, Had fun msg-ing with you!
Finally share our songs!
16th May, You messaged me at perfect 12am, when i was down,
Thnx to you and Syah who made me happy that early morning!
Telling me that you got and made me something,
I love you Much~
The next day, Sad at first but when I saw you, It made me happy,
A moment where you made me said aawwwwwwww~
You hand me gifts which i will always cherish!
Leaving you and loving you even more!
19th May, A sight that i will never forget, going out with you, being with you,
Making me a party with Syah <3, giving me a cake saying the
bestest of words I got from a cake!! =D
As to I indeed happy to feed you! <3
20th May, You made me realise something very important!
I never would of thought it will hurt so darn much!
I broke down, knowing u were down too!
I never felt this way, for a girl before!
So now I would like to Thank You after all we've been through so far!
May sound impossible but I'll love you forever! <3 always!
Your a unique person Syaza! I love you!
<3
Ive known you since form 1, is it not?
Meeting you first time in wordplay,
Where we had our fun moments,
The time I shared with you.
Where we started to message each other after that!
Developing a little tiny crush for you,
You may not notice at first,
Carry on life as it is,
Form 2, I started noticing you more, though,
You still might not notice, as i was shy,
Having other crush just to ease,
Knowing you have some1
Form 3, Still was not with you under one class!
Being more attach to you, but knowing
you and him are 1, got to think,
I'll wait & be patient!
Waving to you as we past by outside classes,
Still shy to start 1st conversation,
Saw you with him happy,
so I wonder off,
But despite of that, we still chat on MSN,
I remember those moments, To ease
your problem & broken heart,
I did my best to control!
As time goes by finally Form 4, We were in the same class, Finally I said,
I stuttered at first glance, My heart was happy much, even though,
Being a stranger in your class, U offered me company,
But I was too quick to refuse!
On your birthday, we message all day long, wanting to buy you something special,
Wanted to buy something you could hug,but u love him, so
I stopped instead ask what you wanted. I did
Bought ur gift trying to make it worth!
1-3 months later, Having our conversation with our messages again,
We shared more, I got to know you better, I was happy,
Developed crush between you and another him!
I dont mind, I helped out, glad I did,
4th Month April, I too shared you my problems/crushes, Somehow this made us closer,
Started talking to you with help of Khairi who got even closer to his dream girl Syah,
Soon my feelings just rushed out, I cant control nomore, I want you,
being able to go out with you on my first date ever! <3
At one moment during the month of May, I made my first call with you,
I was happy much, My heart was pounding! Control my cool,
Called for 8min 55sec! Then liking that experience,
I called again!
Closer we got, the guilty i became for taking you away from him, I resented
But, I cant stand it anymore, Shared pictures with you of our family!
I was indeed happy, Had fun msg-ing with you!
Finally share our songs!
16th May, You messaged me at perfect 12am, when i was down,
Thnx to you and Syah who made me happy that early morning!
Telling me that you got and made me something,
I love you Much~
The next day, Sad at first but when I saw you, It made me happy,
A moment where you made me said aawwwwwwww~
You hand me gifts which i will always cherish!
Leaving you and loving you even more!
19th May, A sight that i will never forget, going out with you, being with you,
Making me a party with Syah <3, giving me a cake saying the
bestest of words I got from a cake!! =D
As to I indeed happy to feed you! <3
20th May, You made me realise something very important!
I never would of thought it will hurt so darn much!
I broke down, knowing u were down too!
I never felt this way, for a girl before!
So now I would like to Thank You after all we've been through so far!
May sound impossible but I'll love you forever! <3 always!
Your a unique person Syaza! I love you!
<3
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