Its so un-developed.

Hello folks. Yes, a pretty much late update. Weekend was fun, could of been a blast BUT my mood is 'GONE'! I'm not the only one feeling like this, I hope. I feel so 'BORED' in school, at home, in the car, otw to somewhere, waiting for something, trying to achieve something. F-ucking bored. I feel very 'empty' to. I want to fly..... literally, I want to be in a fantasy, I want to be in a storybook where everything is 'HAPPILY FUCKING EVER AFTER'!

Dull, everything is dull now! I have nothing to look forward too. Inspiration are not there anymore. Who am I trying to impress anyway? I lost faith in that department already. Don't Eff-ing care!

But as I was saying earlier. I did have a pretty decent weekend. Thanks to Saturday playing rugby with them friends & to the late late movie night at Aziemah's crib. =) With pizza take outs, thriller movie with heavy lightning flashing in the dark cold room, cold comfy pillow & blankets, short naps & companions around you was awesome. No doubt about that. Oh & the hamsters that Ira almost crippled! HAHAHA

Only then did I enjoyed myself but really something else was still missing. My mood, my mojo? HAHAHAH Bh bh! I'm done bitching! I hope tomorrow is a great day. =) See most of you readers tomorrow, yes~ Give me a 'smile' will you, it'll make me so much better. For the one's I haven't seen or spoken to in ages. Just give me a e-smile! HAHAHAH =P




CHATBOX MSGS:

MG! O-'MG'! hahahah! I knew your still lurking around! ;P Yeah, I knew what came out.... unfortunately not to my liking. We didn't even finish our 'mussolini' part. We only manage till Hitler & Stalin (which btw I was so looking forward too) Lucky, MG sudah abis the syllabus. Its not our teacher's fault btw. Its just that kami banyak tukar tcher. -.-'

Oh & I always had a feeling that you were still around in this blog! ;3 I miss you too! =) Been a very long while has it!

Lynniefag: HAHAHAHHA! Sama th, mata kami ah! I pretty much lost alot of my sight because of my dark room & glaring light from the laptop! -.-'

Ira: Tayang! WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT! I've been interested in drums since I was a fetus! HAHAHHA! =# But yeah minat. I still play but still a newbie! =O Oh & you were already my cookie since last last long long time ago! =B Plus your extra sweet this Saturday! Apaan 'lame' jua eyh! HAHAHA

Hey-O

Its 12-O-Clock & I'm just bleeding my ears from awesome songs! From Black Sabbath, Incubus - Anna Molly, to System of a down, to avenged sevenfold. You get the picture.



AWESOME! Just AWESOME! 1 of my pending song which I would LOVE to cover! Drum cover that is!



Oh & Salin is one of the best drummer girl I came across! Isn't she awesome! =O



This is an interesting one! Ice drums anyone! =O The ice drum set sounds so good! =O Im surprised! Loving the tom-tom beats! =)


Fuck yeah, this is my medicine for the moment. Fucking exam was a disappointment! Music is all I've got now! Oh, its Friday & usually I have extra class since last month so I also slept early! BUT I have no extra class tomorrow & I guess it will be my first Firday day off for awhile! DO what I do BEST! Laze around! Bwahahahaha! Sleep in late! ;B

Man, I find peace at awesome or metal hard drum beats. Hearing Children Of Bodom & Lamb of gods is so perfect in my predicaments NOW! bwahahahah! I have not much to say but music now!

AH MOTHER FUHRER

Yes, history AS is in another another 13 hours or so! -.-' & I ain't studying this very moment! I'm too freaked out I guess. Trying to relieve a lil stress nie, since 6 hours ago! -.-' MOTHER F.... O.o FUCK-er! I want COOKIES! Random much! Please can someone get me cookies! Screw that, please be my cookies so I can nibble on you! For them girls.... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

BULLOKS! Sorry I've been MIA. I was constraining myself from ps3, any form of games but shit I STILL FAILED! As I have been watching Leverage season 2 & now 3 since Sunday! -.-' I'm so screwd!

Seth: I’m sorry I’ve been such an ass, okay. It’s just, you’re superior to me in so many ways. You’re better looking, you’re more popular, you’re stronger… and not just emotionally.
Summer: Seth, I’ll always look up to you. And not just because you’re taller than me.

You know, I find that quote from the girl very adorable! ;3 Oh & somehow, I can relate to this feeling of being an 'ass'. Not because I'm an ass but that I just envy you for being yourself & i can't do shit about it! Oh well, life's like that!

Its from tumblr btw. For some darn reason, a day before my exam. I have to go on to unknown tumblr sites & amuse myself. WHY TODAY? -.-'

& for some reason I can't change back the font & spacing, so bare with me!

I'll update me tumblr during the next month! ;P & maybe a twitter acc too! But for now! It all depends on tomorrow! After that! My AS is officially over & I can do all the SHIT i want!

OH OH! Today's highlight was listening to my old classic band which really, was a lost long favourite. & the best part was listening it with someone. None other than Ira. =) The band was btw 'Sheila on 7' LOADS LOADS of memories within these songs with my soul.

Last thing.

-Source Base - World War 1

-Italy & Germany unification

-Dictatorship of Stalin or Hitler. Pls no Mussolini.

-Russian revolution/ Bolsheviks

My targets for tomorrow!

Today, just like any other day but different.

Agenda for today have been quite busy, compare to my other lazily Fridays. So I went to school early for once, the parking was so empty! I thought inda jadi pakah! I saw Azizi's ride sja! Bummer! Ziemah's car pun nada! Then Syah pun nada! Then si anu pun nada... then... Hahaha! My point being is that not alot of people attended.

I must say the topic was fairly too detailed! =O But we were presented with video's of Hitler's speech & whatnot! Wasn't that long, but jadi th! I also felt sorry when sir told us he didn't sleep all night since he was doing the powerpoint slides just for us! =/ Sikit lagi org tue! (just trying to make some people guilty, who didn't came) xD

-Went to jangsak membeli Nasi Katok as usual with danny. Tried the pulut panggang! MHHHHMMM~

-Balik liat 'vanity lair'! HAHAHAH! Face it! There are too much beautiful people! & I lovit! Final season though. *cough cough errr carry on...

-Friday prayer, which I tried to stay awake & had my head wobbly from sleepiness! HEY! In my defence I wasn't the only one! HAHAHA

-Baru limpang for 5 min! THEN mum suruh bangun kn bawa jalan our maid-man for our last jalan! Yeah, he is leaving tomorrow! He & I have bonded alot & he did alot to help my family! Most thing I can't forget is when he was there when my dad passed. He is after all our mengaji/religious teacher too who guided us.

I know he was here for a reason, when my father first hired him, 2 years ago! Its just faith to have him guide us during that horrid moment. I can't thank him enough.

-Anyhoo, nyebarang ke yayasan. Made my own bank account. Just waiting for the atm card! HEHEHE >;P Round-round bandar. Makan. Shopping. I bought new school shoes btw. =O You'll see it tomorrow I guess! =P

-So i had a delimma between buying toys at hua ho! 2 particular toys that is! HAHAHA I'm a nerd! I had my eyes on 1) Nerf gun or 2)Lightsaber! HAHAHHAHAHA NERD MUCH! Both of them cost $55+ BUT I bailed after 5 times of touching each toys! HHAHAHA

-We shopped for a long freaking time! I'm still tired now! Aite. I'll stop here!

Ps. Sorry my blog havent had pictures in awhile! Wait till I'm truly free from my AS! Which is in 6 more days! *GASSPSSS! Oh reminds me esuk liat bolaaa! A big match too! =PP

Laugh Out Loud = LOL

I was intrigue by my recent chatbox comment by kiss! HAHAHAH! Sorry to keep you in suspence kissy! =P I'll tell you when the time is right! Next year kaa! HAHAHA! Ano, I'm quite sure I'm sober; from girls now! I have my AS to worry about! ESEH! But yeah, I'm trying to get over anyone in my head atm! Does not mean, that I won't talk to them fellow mates or not even flirt with them! =P I'm just like any other male, who likes to talk to women in my own ways. ;P & I don't flirt with women at most cases; 'That's just how I talk'. Smooth talker? HAHAHHA Prasan!

Oh, I have been in almost ALL my classes this week! Except 1 socio & 1 econs class! I deserve a pat on the back! Can someone do the honours! =P Oh & socio has been pretty interesting since yesterday. I think because;

1) Lynnie was finally in class with 2 other guest Kiss & Nabilah (the chinese look-alike girl) =P
2)Personal question about family & ourselfs follow of bullying of Kristin. =P
3)Today alone was fun due to the fact we talked about tcher's height! =O & I pretty much said something risky! LOL!

Oh, I did a highscore in the apple's game 'something bird' namanya at Syah's i-phone! Bangga ku I beat her record! But then she came back on top! -.-' This was yesterday btw. So I played it again today & FUCK I was few points away! I'll get it soon enough! >=O

Tomorrow ada History extra class again. For once I don't dread these extra classes on Friday esp if its history, I'm pretty sure that's where my interest lies! =) ESP with an extraordinary teacher like Sir.Herman.

Aite, thats my update for today! Last note, I also manage to complete season 1 of Leverage! Its an awesome awesome series! Being professional theives is looking too good for my career target next! HAHAHAHA Realistic-ly I want to either be a diplomat like my dad, or somewhere in public relations. I like traveling & interactions with foreigners. But my choice's are still open & tend to wonder..... so I'm not sure. Doing politics & business is another interest. I'm a nerd! HAHAHA well at least I'm planning for my future in a way. So its all good!

LOL! I guess I have too much thoughts for today! Good Night pepol!

Lets be happy together.

-I would like to apologize again for the bird I've accidently hit. Guilty wah aku!

-I'm feeling a little more better both mind & heart! Thank you all.

-I've really got nothing much to say. This is just a short update.


-Had a convoy road trip with Hafiz to places today! & chilled at my house till 8pm, bru ia balik! Samseng sudah nie, akhir balik during school days! lol

- To any broken-hearted people, don't fret. In time, it'll pass. It'll be a challenge, trust me I know! I'm still healing from my father's traumatic passing till now. But I survive with friends, with faith, & every laughter I shared with every one of you.

-So take every sweet opportunity you have with them & cherish these very moments. Even the little things in life that makes you smile counts.

I bid thee a goodbye, for tonight & have a pleasent tomorrow morning.

Why like this one!

Didn't realise that I haven't updated in days. How like this one maa! =O I also have no idea. I guess I was counting the days to my GP/History that I lost count of the days passing by! Ano, I did my GP AS tadi. I HOPE its in topic! I need this!

Highlights?

-I langgar a large bird tadi! ='( It was just standing there at the road. I thought it'll fly away. THEN BUUUK!! from the bumper to the windshield with my reaction mcm apa! But I felt bad though!

-Morning table gang made me hyper today, very unusual & 'yellow'! Victims: Big boss, I-man, Nisa & Jeeb.

-Finally belajar econs, which I was so blur but at the end faham! After 2 weeks ++ of not studying! But I bailed on socio. After that, teacher spotted me & cubit-ted me! =O All thanks to Ziemah & Safwan for attracting teacher's attention!

-The ging - hafizu & belle was in a very yellow topic again! Ranging from pms, to shlongs! HAHAHHA

-Went to 'Smart' bali chocos. Then chilled rah rmah syah. Danny, Ira, Rozie & myself cramp rah kreta baru si syah! =O But it was still fun!

-Exam GP! Like I said I hope its in topic! 700+ words. I think I got carried away!

-Oh ano, I was driving home, when I spotted her driving too. So I chased after her for awhile! (STALKER much) WAWAWA! Then ada tia si ah-boo (amal's man) driving laju behind me! 150 yawh! MATIE! Aku sudah 120 chasing her! HAHAHHA She is so cute with her fashionable glasses though! Shit, I find alot of girls gorgeous today! I guess I'm at that phrase again! HAHAHHA C'mon, does not hurt to compliment of a girl's undying beauty.