A Blast From The Past!

So yeah i was just going through my pics when i was young! Nada sja!
& decided to take pics of it since i have no scanner! =.=


Soo innocent~ hahaha xD


Di Msia when i was thin & fair *sigh (hahahah)


Di Vietnam~ Sports day~ Meh (chubby udah), James & Eisuke!


1 of my best Bday Parteh! (a party that top this happen this year! Thnx Syah & Syaza~ <3)
Owh & i got darker here xD (there are all my guns btw, which is now gone) *sigh!! xD


Who that black chubby boy man!! hahah xD
Left to right!
Philip, Isa, Myang Jae, Donald, Fadzli, Sam Yeol

Damn i miss Unis & my old classmates!

23th & 24th June~ My Niece~

Want to talk about yesterday Happy Event!

My sister gave birth~ A cute niece! Amin!
Congratulation Kaka & Abg!

Anyway it was at 1+am when bro in law msg tht sis was in labor! I was about to sleep but~ instead decide to wait for my sis & tarus liat euro! So yeah i was playing pool also! Gila early in the morning lagi tue! haha bising!
So eventually I was tired & feel asleep!


This was before (9pm) i played like 1am!


Eseh handal eyh my sis~

So woke up err late i guess, so excited want to meet my niece keep talking with parents bila kn jumpa since we have the jubliee thing for Kg Kasat! Rawk on! But i didnt go, but its until 25th, so yeah banyak karoke & stuff! I also heard it in the news woah! Famous banar! gagaga

So at 4+pm jalan ada plan picking me up from yayasan! Since i use boat there! So waited about 30min on the steps listening to songs, watching people past by! Not bad lh, seeing the sights & stuff! Msg her.

Before kn jalan liat my niece~ Vain much!


Just sitting there~ Dangar lgu! Thinking of my love~


I Loike this shot, cuz its like tinted dark!

So yeah otw ke hospital, then saw my cute niece~ Kiut~ hehehe xD She was there lying down yawning sja! heheh & she is quiet well ada lh crying jua! But i got to enjoy just staring at her! Ask for her name but they havent decided yet! Waiting for that now~ hehe

Awwwww there she is~ <33


New mommy~ hehe xD


Bwoooh the daddy dtg cari parking~ Pusing2 ahh abg! hahah

So then i just stared at her, inda brani kn hold her yet! heheh then i whispered to her 'Nanti we play sama2' Gagaga! You must know pretty much about now that i want a niece~ xD & how much I love her! Then main2 sma abg 'hey daddy' hahah it seems so weird at first! Well its a nice experience! Chill at the hospital with my cuzn kajab!

Ramai man, alum lgi apa2 nie~ this is nuthing! Eyh napa ah si Irfan~ (posing?) hehe


& this is a hospital man, mcm party sja!! Ada jua limit nya! xD

Sikit jua gambaer my niece ani! I took pic with my sis phn since mine ani ada this red light reduction thingy~ Panat!!

Then soon mikin akhir the other side of the family cuzn packed the katil! gagaga xD Yes both our family combined equal to alot! BELIEVE me ALOT! But my other bros in law was not there only saw 1 of them~
xD So yeah chill there for 3hrs! My babah & mama lgi not there! Kn jalan after maghrib kh! gagaga so we went home my sis & bro ngalih waiting for parents! So said byebye to my niece! xD

Bwoooh cana nie di rumah ahh! must be noisy soon! But for now kaka will live at jerudong! =)


Owh 24th

Nuthing much happen! Woke up like at 12.15pm tdi! Gila man chilled banar! haha Bekas main pool (9-ball) yesterday! So yeah woke up msged her! Then liat Family Guy! Then chatting kajab! Now almost 4! Buat blog hopefully do sumthing later~ xD

Owh i'll post more baby pics nanti soon!

Mother may I~

I want I want~ xD

Aston Martin Vanquish~


Mini Cooper S


Mazda Cx-7


Bmw x6


Nissan Gt-R 2008-09


Chevy Camaro (transformers) xD


Ferrari F430


Bmw



Atv


Electronics~


Sony w910


T-Mobile Sidekick


PS3


WE CAN DREAM RIGHT~ xD


L96 Sniper


L96 sniper!


Bolt sniper~

....

I have thoughts in my head, words with over more than 1millon letters, but I don't know how to express it!
I've been patient, too patient that my feelings bottled up, full of sorrow & pain!
I see flaws as another step to move on, But with no inspiration nothing goes!
Is this how teenagers feel, Damn I feel like moving to adulthood or better yet staying in my childhood!
People come & go with problems but eventually move on, with support or family & friends!
Or dished out themself, people like this goes through alot!

This year have got to be my most happening, exciting yet sorrowful year!
I regret too much & hurted people who are close to me, But not to worry karma seems to take me on!
I never felt so much pain, not physical but mentally!
I wonder what my future would shape up into, will it lead me into my reality or mere dreams!
I have high hopes & high expectation but it will not be easily done!
As it says 'success is not life but an ambition'

Still have my chances, slipping away right in front of my eyes!
Nothing seems to be going well, but i still thank the almighty for making me reach this far!
My heart is swollen, my brain is age-ing, my pride is dented...
But whatever I do, I still consider it as a stronger,better, patient me to come!
Taking on challenges early on to make easier later on!

So many more what i want to talk about,
but it seems this one is just too personal,
might also involve people who I love,
to feel hurt or worst disappointed!

I am not as positive as I once was,
Trying to dodge my way out of things,
Try looking at the bright sights,
My cure is to smile...

Even as your tears rolled down,
Try to smile, giving sights of happy tears,
I may sound sissy or a homo,
But I do cry, how sensitive am I?

But i managed to smile at the end...
Never felt so helpless & 'emo' in my life!

An adventure

A journey what i long for, well half of that but it was still a nice journey! BUT tiring! Believe you me!!

6am- woke up went downstairs got my shoes and jogged for awhile since my mom ada function later that morning! So I was alone! But the weather was cool & nice!

7am- came back TIRED! Chilled liat astro, my e.sis & bro in law just went down, Asked him to go cycling with me!

8am- changed his mind but my sis provoke him! So he took his gadgets with a camera for our trip! Got the bikes ready & went off! Cycle till the end.The weather was hot!! Ahhhh, tanning nie xD Alot of stops taking pic, encounter monkeys 3 times today! woah! xD.So then we wanted to take pictures behind at the rocky roads with thick forest & hills,

yesterday (cont)- well not for that because yesterday he took me a ride with the 4wd and rampage at the rocky terrain! It was damn fun since it was raining hard that day! It was all slippery & full of narrow potholes! But we were still determined to go! I had a bad feeling at first but I know he has experience at this & he is a good driver too. So hoped for the best!

Scary but we made it safely!! Damn was I relieve! Too bad we did not go my dad's land! Havent been there in ages!

present- Anyway we went that road with our bikes! Damn steep little hills! So got off our bike and huffing & puffing gasping for air on the way to the top! DAMN! But it was all worth it going down it! Its rocky so its dangerous do not accelerate (if ur not handal enough *ahhaxx kambang much) just let go & let the gravity take you! & do be careful when you stop, rocks are not intact, it slides with you! err tips! saw the 2nd group of monkeys!

9+- we came back home! All tired, basically we went around my house! The thick forest behind my house leads to that road! But its still far & cant see it! A very large radius of turn we made! It was fun!

12-4pm- prayed, makan lunch, watched anime, played msn games with friends (bumbum & rahat) You won sal aku main with 2 people inda concentrate (excuse banar) xD, chatting with her <3

5pm- It was raining, a drizzle actually, wanted to play badminton but it rained, so got this idea, took my bike & went to that rocky road again! I was very careful since I am alone! So got off my bike went up hill & rushed down with great speed! Its raining the rocks are slippery then I did this 1 stop skidding~ Damn~ Was it cool! Saw 3rd batch of monkeys!

So that was my great journey!
If only i could bring that special someone with me! <33
I Love You Truly Syaza Adlina~

Bwoooh e.sis with her demanding look~ xD


Installing cam to bike.


Lawa eyh abgs gadgets!


Walaaa~ Ready for action~


Eseh pakai glasses lagi! =D


Damn hot! Shadow~


Encounter with monkeys~


Going up the hill~ *breathes heavily!


1 of the road we conquer with 4wd!


THIS is the hardest road! Where we struggled! But made it! DAMN (with 4wd)


All the way down~ Best part!


Left my old jogging place (havent been there this year!) Straigt right (my dad's land, went there but not all the way later afternoon), Right right entry & houses! Behind (another 3km of roads and another entrance)



Later that afternoon alone!


See that straight right road from here i went down gravity sampai sana!! Fun yo~

A beat of my life~

I was quite down today, my connection sucks, my cridet was dead!
I got to msg her with my last remaining cents!

But i was still sad because no chatting or msging with her!
Ada 1 part I fell asleep then she msged!
Fcuk the rain & tiredness why was I sleeping at the time she msged me!
Then soon after that i replied her,

But she did not reply,
I was worried,
So stared at my phone all day long!
Well waiting for her msg!

Then at 9+ she was online, I saw her,
Since i was appearing offline.
yeah talked to her but
she did not reply for awhile & her nick coincidently changed!

So i was thinking the worst case senario!
My heart sank, it seriously got slower with big beats!
Damn I know right!
This is new!

This is a different heart beat!
I was thinking to much asking her question!
It seems like my heart was crying!
duggdugg-----duggdugg-----duggdugg (something like this~) gagagaga

But as always having her with me made me smile!
My heart soon went back to normal! (mcm heart attack sja) Astah!!
I Love You Truly Syaza Adlina!
I dont want to let you go!
I'll wait for you anytime!
Even if it hurt me so much!

I'll Always Love You~ <33

Active day~

hrmmm my connection is being a bitch today! So lets begin. I'll summarize!

~Woke up at 6am, jogging with mom at 6.30 until 7.30am! Fun, the weather is shady! well duh its morning!
~Mandi2 then jalan at 8.30 with dad ke immigration (renew ic, siok posing2(vain much)),makan at serusop (mmmmm roti kosong nyaman),gadong properties (bayar bill),tanjong bunot (usai tayar bike) & lastly cuci kereta (cuci kreta lh)! haha xD
~Weather is beautiful today, its shady with cirrus clouds! My favorite cloud!
~Liat anime then slept at 4-5!
~Then went out didnt see my mom! Went cycling from the end and back again! Once again thanx to the beautiful weather that it was a pleasent ride! With beautiful view! (but people burning shits so not much fresh air) x(
~Saw goats,chicken,cats & bat? Yeah saw a dead bat eaten my meow i guess!
~6pm mandi2 liat anime for awhile until 8.30 buat blog, my sis bawa lekor! yeahh! So makan2 atu! xD
~Still no sign of astro!

Fun day i guess!
But still have that *sigh!
You know why~

Being vain for the ic pic taking today! DAMN how much i change, even that women said so! heee~ ;D my ic i mean!


Owwhh common why cudnt it be my number 16!


The usai-ing of the tire!


The washing of the car!


The long stretch of my journey! Cant see my house way over there at the left! xD In fact cant see no houses!


Spot the cats! How many can u find! Write in the tag board! xD


The 'Road of End' (haha sja making titles) lawa kn? inda jua! =P


The 'Gate of 5km of limbang' Pakaann!! Lagi bida!


The 'Unattended cat of orgin' Panat aku ani eyh!! xD Meaning to say this cat was the first original batch that my cuzn bought that is still alive while the other 5 gone! =(


The 'Mystery Of A Fallen Bat' (yeah~ i guess iam just too bored!)


The 'House Of Yours Truly Blogger' Heeeee~ Lookie I have a chrismas tree!


The 'Mysterious blogger On a bike' Whats so mysterious?


WOAH! Its so beautiful! I love clouds! =) with a little sun set there!


Cirrus cloud mostly~ xD


Masjid~ With field of green & batch of clouds! (damn wires spoil)

Ps: I want to go to KK! Mau liat the breathtaking views of the mountain with cold atmosphere! Fcuk I miss KK! I guess when i can drive I go there! (setaie) Holiday bh! Damn am i talking to my self!

Iam desperate to go on a adventure, my sis due date is coming too~ xD