Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Blaaaaa

Today was just a normal day.

Current issue right now is 'Sleepiness' Its quite annoying! It seems like after school, I'll go home & eventually lie on my bed, & soon waking up few hours later! Even while I was reading magz on the bed, eventually I'll doze off. Worst even while playing game or watching shit, I'll slowly close ze eyes & soon you'll hear ZZZZzzzz! Well not literally. xD

Not enough sleep? Well I do get 7hours of them if not 5 or 6 hours. I think thats enough. Ahhhhh! Wasting my time with sleeps! Agagaga!

So go to school with car once again, well in the morning. x) Traffic? Ok lh sikit. BUT I dont bother since then, I'll also snooze off! So Beelah you dont have to worry about I walking in the rain! AGAGAGA! Roughly 30-45min nap. Giler! But tadi wah masa kn balik my dad suprisly picked me up, & again I snooze the way home so like 25min nap. DANG IT, snooze cruise banar!

Food is another thing, I ate like kebab to papaya's to other fruits to nasi katok hati buyah (nyaman yo!) to jolibee cheezy fries to donuts just today. ARGGGH! Well lets call it a stress reliever. YEAH RIGHT, instead makes me more worry about ze weights. So *cough2, workout twice as more again! x( Sadly no gym nowdays so home sja.

Mesti lh jua since my right are arm is all bruised & burned by ze tourcherer seatmate yang think me as a punching bag! x) Nadaa papa! Kuat nie masih! BWAHAHAHA!

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In school, I actually have the tendency to learn & listen now days. ;D a very good thing. Iam proud of that. Since I need to work harder since nada tuition! But you know me. Not all work, fun fun time mesti jua ada kn. Baik jua ada seatmate yg *kihut! Eyh I mean pandai. Prasaan ya tue. & whats better that 3 of my fav girls at the back. BNM, but quiet today. =X

Why the sudden change? I put effort on my serious-lesness. & I've had it with 'The Teachers' who keeps scolding at me. I have more & more scolds since last year. Buring ih! =.= So I change.

Either to teachers yang inda pandai teaching lh to boring teachers to biatches teachers (pardon me), lets just keep that nice & peaceful. Violent does not solve anything. Some teachers do tick me off, antam chiaa! Ikut sja cakapan nya with a fake smiling "ok ok cher" or the famous "sorry cher" or just by showing off ass face expressions!

Bh i'll stop here for now.
My sis just brought Fun Donuts! MATIE tdi bru jua makan sugar donuts!

Mau anyone? I'll eat is for you! BWAHAHAHA x)







Sunday, February 8, 2009

An update!

Yawn, I feel so buring right now. I want thrills again. I want to feel alive, I want to rejuvenate! But sadly games & foods does not cut it today. I've been eating satay to pizza to buttermilk to ayam panggang to lil snacks (keripap, popia, chocs, pearl drinks, teas) just these 2 days. =.=

What a way to bulk up after a week of walking to/and going back from school.

I recently....


-Watch Pink Panther 2, chezzy but I'll say quite better then the first. Has some good laughs too.


-Driven by my new-licsenced (sp) cuzn. Tebalik yo. Aissh. But was fun, from noon to night. Giler. Ke sana sini wah.

-Went to cuzn's houses.

-Met my missed cuzn, but not the whole since the makan2 tak ramai.

-Bought new game, my sis suddenly wanted to buy. I chose the wrg game! Stoopid game! $90+ gone down the drain! Aisssh! x(

-Found a new place to buy Stuff Magazine Malaysian Edition. My only reading material.


-Cs-ing & CoD-ing.

-Msg madu & syg. x)


Anyhooo, my weekend seem so fast. A blink of eye you may say. Buring mahn.

Oooooo next year our cuzn generation namely myself will be able to drive! Yipeeee! Well mine is somewhere this year I hope! So aftur 5yrs latert my other cuzn generation & the most lil-est gen! Woah we are growing! Then soon ti'll be the nephew & nieces! Dang!

A thought in my head was I, in a mini cooper (red or green) with classic Ray-Bun spectacles! Bwahahah! (So specific!) Going to limbang or kk!

But weird seems that I didnt mention about a certain someone in the car. Naw lets just say the one (if i even will have one!) perhaps, or the ging maybe.

Woah, talking about traveling.
Lets just keep that in the 'near future section'! First 2 goals are to get good O's grades & go to college.

Bh, My update. Gambers2 will be posted err soon? Maybe latur.
Want to do my HW jab.





Thursday, February 5, 2009

A lil more for today.

Its raining cats & dogs now, To put it off kajab strong kajab weak. Faham kn.

Bazh: awwww, thnkies for the post ahh. Woah bazh can see through me! Why see through, just see inside waa! ERRR! & & & bazh I dont want to spit at you wah! Banyak germs!

Jokes aside

Well really, all I can say is "Awww" & Thank you. (= your my saviour. & Jgn emo eyh! Cucuk2 deep ani, nada baik! (woah tht sounds very wrg!) Jgnth surri2 ani jua. Choco gugur doesnt mean its end of the world waaa! agagaga! Harifichi tue gugur kn! xD

I Love you too period (=

& & & kajut I. Your mom said that. Woah, apparently I have alot of moms liking me! Agagaga!

Apparently I miss form 5b's.

Maria, Nikkit, Jazz well the gang lh. Its been awhile. Form 3 was just awesome. x) Where things were just so simple!

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Wah, picture ani alum lgi be-upload ani wah! WTH! Slow bana! Kahang tah ah! x)

Hang Ten!

Morning today was scary, well for me. Saw the cloud darkens as I went in the boat. Though it was only a drizzle, I got shade from yayasan & its underground parking which btw scary. All alone, suddenly heard a screeching sound behind. Rupanya org indun! Pheew relieve mahn!

The radio yg slalu reciting the ayat was apparently turned off. But still early in the morning, alone (well this time ada org induns for some reason) on the 2 floor wide open space parking lot. Well, then the best part that it start raining!

H-E-A-V-I-L-Y! Dang mahn! So used my hoodie. walking? no, skipping? Perhaps. The 300m point of straight line with no cover. Eventually got all drenched up. So people starring in school. Dinda was so kind giving me tissue. Awwww! Si Faiz ani nada caya aku dri yayasan wah. Then saw madu membawa cake! (tau ani wah) Then was lectured by Mr.Song. No biggie. Had talk about my 'early morning walks' such a pleasent one. NOT!

Yes, I would like to play in the rain. But not with uniform or even having school! Nanti th bawa someone main rain. Anyway I was cold outside, paning, hot inside? & jacket to baju to kasut to sock was all wet! Like literally! Kecian lh my life ani.

It seems like iam the pnly student in SGS. To walk at far distance? No, well the only who use a boat then walk at far distance? Yes! But having almost 1 week going to school walking, I can see the toll it has upon me. Just today after the moody walk it effected my mood way alot. & some part being just a lil behaved. Apaaan!

Baik jua ada them lovlies. Who cheered me up! (=

Despite the walk, study was not bad though we did not have malay. x( Semangat kn study tdi. Recess was given a treat by bazh, a yummy cake. x) But bad thing that I was called for the yellow house meeting, tarus2 lgi tue! Madu,I wanted to feed kamu jagak! Nanti th I bawa sushi banggas! Well I sja feed kamu! AGAGAGA!

Econ was err, Quiet yet again. As for History & Bio, but sokay having the dudes was fine but the unexpected guest beside me yapping at me. ARRGH! No worries layan chia.

Malay, cikgu takde! I hope she feels fine. We moved classs since our class is getting bigger from the ex-sgs repeaters. I'll talk about that in a second. Anyhoo, the chairs was still not enough. Tinggal like 5 students lgi, Booo & I included. So took chair & table for her. I, in the other hand malas kn duduk SINCE its fucking HOT.

2 things I cant tolerate, fucking hot & crowded students in one class, though Iam not blaming anyone. Seriously we can make 2 classes with our population. Thinking about this alone, got me thinking wanting to move. (not literally) xD mrh krg BNM. For me over 20 is already too much. I want to cut the fucking class apart!

Yeah, Iam complaining again. Sue me. But during the last period I had fun lh jua sma them lovlies ging & bnm. Well lets give this another few days & see how it turns up. I hope it goes well. With sitting arrangement like that noise pollution will be so loud as like we are in a war! Why cant it be soothing as a choir! xD

But again despite the horrid walk, the large class, the heat, the pressure building, the long exams, the burden of good marks, enduring friendships. This phrase popped up in my head

"Only one more year!"

Its so overwhealming, one part is that we are seperating but the other is just that we are free & independent. I'll leave this issue here for now, as I know in about 7-8 months later I'll write about this once again.

So after school, had plans with Rahat to eat lunch in yayasan. Yes, in CAM again. Saw Jazz & Qilah~ Wanted to join but we were talking shit. Well call it boys talk! HHAHAHA! Its way beyond...err yeah!
Soon the other dudes came, Nizam, Rafie, Wafiy, Luqman then Haziq & Dayat. My stayback gang f5b's baa! hahaha! Gila semua lgi di CAM kn, mcm our turf sja.

Rahat & I alone talked for almost 1.3ohours of crap! HAHAHAH! Gila, I didnt felt the time went 'zoooom'
Well he is my reliable nigg as so Hafizu. So then went supermarket bought drinks & newspaper for dad. & used boat lagi! I was EXHAUSTED.

Long post. Pictures latur. People who rajin membaca ani wah! Dang, I must say. & Thnkies too.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Shall we?

What to describe about today. Hrmmmm quite happy because of lovlies. (=

Though baby wasnt here, but Syah with her lie who told me that she was pindahing school came today! & DANG I got fooled!

Subjects today was err hokay lh ah. Geo was overly perverted. What happen between the teacher, a condom & broom stays in the class. OPPPSS I guess I leaked it out! Though a funny joke was bestown by Hakeem & Danial! HAHAHAHA!

Had lunch with Joel & Rahat at CAM in yayasan. So I guess I'll have lunch with them time to time since they have alot of staybacks. If I only can go out with the girls jua at any sushi deli! AGAGAGA! Shapa ah! xD

& i got a phone call & could not help but answering it. Well for a brief moment I spoke with her on the phone. x) I bet she was just mc-ing me but eventually we spoke. =P But awhile! =B

Apparently we had 2 free period for poa, mana cikgu Apiza! x( I dont want Angela!
So Madu, Syah & I got to alot of talking. & also si Genivieve! (MATIE!) Haiish! Well at least I layan th ah! But seriously, balik2 betanya ani wah!

So moved to libary? Library? Pokoknya tempat store/membaca buka lh ah! So chat. It was a nice chat. Though, I dont think they got what I said. I dont confess too well & tend to talk in hints which is very decievable! Its my nature! Thats why people tend to be so confuse. But apparently the only person who can see through me is madu. (=

But Iam not too well in realising her problems. x(

You know what I found out today from the talk. (Mcm teraphy sja wah) I never convince myself that I dont act my age. But i guess its very true. A downside to this is that people dont take me seriously when Iam serious. But I can deal with that. xD Heck, sejak bila aku serious ani. Call me happy-go-lucky! an optimistic guy. Another part of my nature.

What if I was a more quiet reliable matured dude. Would I have gone this far or just stood on one corner. For once what Iam writing now make sense! Welcome to existince. But luckily, I dont show my anger or no one saw how horrific when iam mad. Phheew! Iam indeed a bull who gets rage bottled up & blow up at a certain limit, thank god for my patience. =D

It seems that Iam having much more easier time expressing. I didnt expect this, as I keep things secretive & bottled up. Is just that when your 1-2 years older from your friends, you dont expect them to care but instead be reliable, be a rolemodel to them. But I just cant! How insecure is that. But for few of them, they actually do care & I can actually say what best friends I have. Thank you! <3

I think that is my delima.

Wah banyak sudah I write ani.

Well, to put it off.
Happeh Birthday to Bazilah's mom! xD
Lupa wah tdi! Sudah kn! chat sal her, tpi my mind was lagging that time! HAHAHA
Aisssh getting older mah! 18 here I come! (another 4 months) Semangat.

Another thing, you know when people say iam 13-16 & still say that their young you should sauvor those moment as soon you'll be an adult in matter of years. Honestly I didnt feel it go by. As they say young people want to be an adult quickly while old people want to be young again. Cliche!

Noiteee~

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Smile on one's face.

Today felt just so calming. Well current status anyway.

Rain pouring gently,

A peaceful surrounding,

A cold blanket to cover your self up,

With soothing music being played with earphones,

Forgetting what it is I have to do next,

In my usual salvation.


Today at school in the other hand was not as bad.

Though I cant stop but why a certain person cried today. But I felt needed as she laid her teary eyes on me. Well whatever happen, you can count on me. (=

Sorry I didnt run with you! x)

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I have an addiction, dont even know the fuck why I feel this way. But its very addictive. Once It start, I know I will be drawn to it. Out of all.

Emo Shit. Nadadeeeh!

Current Song playing: Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow

Going through today's horoscopes. You know what I got.

If a friend is acting out of character, don't let it go. Ask them what's going on!


& exactly what I did. (=

What I also find that is true, but the opposite of good.

Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy

Yes, thats true!
x(


I was just bored.
Love you lovlies. (=





Monday, February 2, 2009

Wuzzup!

What sup my bros, sisters & lovlies. Surri for lack of updates. My internet was suddenly very slow in other word bitchy. Baru kn update yesterday, tutup karan chia. Now my lappy is a lil funky from the over static/twitching on & off of all electronics by the transformer last night.

Anyhoooo, during these past days, err apa ahh? Well lain lh rasa ku. I think iam having the blues. Or is it my time of the month! HAHAHAHA! Lain! I got to alot of thinking, well who doesnt? But to a point I want to errr, really I have no idea.

School today was so absent minded. I feel so disorted, still is. What ever I think now does not matter nomore. Things is just taken or granted. But other then that I got to hear a few words from our seniors who got good grades. Though not alot came in mind, It was just a pleasent to see a cute girl with a smart brain & not shy nonetheless to give tips.=D (with a hot laid back fluent accent) I loikeyy~ Err anyway..

Back to absent minded, HW became a problem. Test is just not loved. Study is hardly an issue. I guess its stress pileing one by one, stacking till my brain loss sight of joy! & that one missing feeling. Dang it. But what I remind myself "Just 1 more year" though I dont want it to end just yet. I still want to be with my loved one~ A reason why I wake up early in the morning & going to school. (=

If i had only one day to bring someone on a date! *ahax! x) I want to watch movie! (Err random much!)

So apparently si Madu made a name for a lil teddy a part of my name? (apakn songsang jua!) Harifichi. That made me smile. & apparently Harfichi stays at one house to another. (mcm anak sja wah!) *ehem. Twins nie! Apaaaan! Err.

Iam being an oversisive (wth!) lunatic for a glutton of punishment! HA-HA-HA! Ca-Li! NOT! Bh before i write more nonsence. Lets end this post with pictures. Currently raawwrring! x) She's adorable! xD

Ahh sakit-ing of parut & gigi/gum/tongue! x(



Zaraah! <3

She lookie like chinese~ xD

Gloomy Harifichi~

Sadness of one's heart! (apaan!)


Sakai Time (Hammer's Tune)

Clouds looks angry! Padahal it was a shiny hot day~

Dissorted~

Damn wires! x(

So tookies the pics from my mob cam, I was being sakai. I think I know how photographers feel of wanting to take great shotsss. SLR? Naww I'll wait~ ;)