General Talk~

Ahhhh Damn! How tired iam. Damn exam taking a toll on my physical & mental health. Well anyway today was the last written test. hooooray. (yeah nada semangat) since we have our last 2 ABC papers (paper 1 if you didnt get that ;D) on Monday. I did terribly in the papers. Well at least better than last time.

Anyhoo, I was just wondering whats going to happen after Monday. Will I go to school? Will they go to school? I do want to chillex & waste my time playing game. But then again. If I start hols early. I wouldnt see them lovies about 4-5 weeks.

Yes I was vain. Stress ba! Haaaa!

So, today right after school went shopping jab with sis. Then baliks went COD4 (Call of Duty 4) right away & kill them, got kill myself. Connection baa tue, slow. Anywhoo, after playing my usual 2-3hrs I got nothing in my mind. Well nothing to do. So I took a nap. Then baca everyone's blog in my list + their friends. I was just bored. I hate this feeling, The "looking forward & cant wait to do something on hols BUT then got bored doing those same things over & over again" It seems I played too much game that now hols in coming it seems boring.

My Current Addiction.

The only game I played since puasa. I repeat ONLY. (except football & some other games) But still addicted. Main online lh ah.

Owh my lord. The 5th Installment is coming out this month.

& waiting for Final Fantasy 13. (FF7 is still the best.) & rock band 2! =P

I know buy a new game! xD But kaching problem, new games are $95+ beside I've been saving for this new mob. & expenses for gala night, movie night, sushi dine. xD But seems I can afford it. Raya did give me extras.

Today exciting meal~ Yes I took a pic of it nada kraja!


Yes, One & only Famous Amos


Popcorn. Butter Sweet. I wanted salty =.=


Mini Sushi Dish at yayasan. Yes most of them looks icky. But I'll eat any sushi let it be raw or cook. But lets have the seaweed & rice. xP Btw its nyaman, all of them. $3 worth it. (Should of bought 2)

& a box of mini cornetto. Which I dont have the pics. ( I searched google but nada lawa2)
Well just call it the mini cornetto yg ada pepermints. Btw I didnt eat the whole thing. Only few. Which was stupid of me considering that Iam sick. Mikin worst ahh. Booboo nie banar~ ;P

Owh some pictures. I wanted to post ages ago. Sorry cuzies batah mem-post. & its not much.


I was not ready! xD


Serious jua makan jagung atu! Adedeh! xD


Muscle dude as they call me! *ahax! & the model cuz.


Vainess of cuzns~


My under gen trious!


Antaaaam tia!

Woah old pics that I havent posted since since since god knows when! xD
So kirakn this is the pics way before back. Which I havent posted. Yeah I was not active posting like dulu. But now that iam almost free. I shall put my blog with pics again~ (=


Booboo punya kunci holder thingy. xD Lawa effect nya.


While Karey rndu someone. & this he didnt know we did this! xP
BNM blakang! xD


Mirror effects~


Shapa jua first start. I kali!


Mmmmbah Karey ahh!


Cheeel~
Nah gambar mu. Sorry nada your man ahh! xD

Bh night people. I'll start my old way of blogging as soon as exam abis on Monday. This was just warming up! Apaaaan!

Jaaaaaa Loviess~
Btw bazh. Sleepless Beauty. WTF did I hear that. It keeps wondering in my head! xD

To Tagboarders!

Meh! Sorry no reply2. xD

Just dont have the time now. I really want exam to end like NOW! Argh damn poa esuk! I reply here if you dont mind~ ;D

MG: Sorry ya for the late late late reply! Dang! Even if you have been to China. It seems everyone I know going there! I nak ke sana jua! Hope my parents in better state & will bring me there this hols. (= Want to come! xD

Rabz: Yeah, I do in fact know that. But she also said that she is mad not because of the mood swings but because of us. Well not all of us. She totally changed. Everyone knows it. She is so freaking different now days. But Iam losing the point anyway I guess she just hates us. x(

Katong: Yeah up to Sarah lh~ I'll support. (= Kangkang ani apakn? & napa pulang suddenly sal si Chuck ani! Adedeh! xD Suka kali katong ani. Dang! My syg suka a girl. Jeles eyh! HAAAAAA!

Bazh: ada pulang reply tue. But buat lgi th. Haaaaaa! <33 ;D

Niks: Yes, I'll gladly do that aftur the exams! Motha tut exam! xD

Booboo yyg the most adorable eyes: Waduh, panjang amat her nick ahh! heheh. Tau pun I inda faham. gagaga inda jua apapa kambang. Its an honour jua tue dapat that title. 'Most Adorable Eyes' kn kn kn~ Heeeeee awwwww (mcm donkey plg) booboo called I maniss. Booboo yyg lgi manisss mcm madu! haaaaa! xD

Quini:Quiniiii~ heheh sorry for all those typos I did arah your blog! gagaga xD Thnx for the linking too. & & & to reply arah the Fs I didnt reply all those time. Here. "I miss youh tuh" (= Its been awhile. But now I can read your blog jua. So no biggie. (=

Maleno: Haaaai Maleno my chatting buddy dulu. Dang! Batah udah inda contact with you ah. Soory ya. Inda jua basar bnar Sarah tue. xD Kecil/baby tue masih! (org inda faham) Cuteee kn my niece~ Siok nie hols. xD

Joel: will do bro!

Eqah: Iawah. Your niece jua. Gagaga. Well I dont know if you know me, but I guess I did see you sometimes. I think! xD & no no no I aint her cousin Iam the sibling of kaka Azee. ;D Mind if I link you~ (=

Bh people. No no updates today. Tired doing nothing, tired delaying my studies. xD
After tomorrow I'll consider myself free. Since monday paper 1! Free like a bird as bazh says it! xD kn bazh. What bird you want to be. (hokay that sounds wrg!)

Jaaaa~

As once were.

An Inspiration, that I once had,
Have been kept inside me all this time,
I cant believe it happen this way.

Once again my heart yearns for something,
I have no idea, a desire to write perhaps,
Things I said before was not kept.

Saying things for the sake of saying,
But I felt that time was pure feeling,
A feeling not people see often in me.

It comes as memories,
But not just mere memory,
What you have given me is so much more,
Like I said it has been the best time of my life,

Falling in love with you...

A post, dedicated to someone.

Mood swings.

Mood swings? Dang sounds like I have periods. Anyway, today Iam having unexpected feelings. That Iam sure I have to brace it soon. Dont know what Iam talking about? Well no one really knows the condition of my family. So what ever happens I will embrace & be the best I can be. I sense this since I was a kid but never thought about it till this year.

But anyways, talk about today's highlight.

T.Apiza scolded me for giving her the look because of the hair thingy. (I didnt mean too, but she said those words I would never expect she to say it) apaan! But what she said hurt, seriously after I said I would cont. my studies just this month she got to say that to me. She, who used to be my fav & respected teacher at the end having none of those status. I dont care about her, feelings, dont care if she is having a baby. harsh! but I dont care nomore.

Teachers still respected T.Eugene. T.Norainah (correct kh).
Fav + respected teachers T.Steven, Ms.Chinn, T.Mawar.

Anyway thanks to Bazilah, Nadzirah & Mazzidah & booboo who kick start my mood again masa break. (=
Really I appreciate it.

Cute Moments Today.
~ Stare at Nya naow just too bully her, & the look of she being shy & looking away is cute~

~ Staring at booboo's eyes. Dang! Booboo you really look adorable when your sick! (I mean your eyes, lain glow nya) Weird but banar! Heeee! Serious sickness of missing her kengs banar! ;D

~ Gave Syah the "Syah, smile baa!" look, Then she does her short smile & laugh away. xD

~ After exam, the way Adinda smile at me thhn *julur at me with her mean face! xP

~ After school, Jaz was there, for a short moment stared at each other. ;P Tapi for me biasa staring at her eyes. Since her eyes is drop dead gorgeous. So light brownish like~ Booboo punya eyes brownish with dark tint + she has a big pupil which makes her having the most cutest adorable looking eyes! Bwooooh Booboo prasan! xP

Ahhhhhh. napa pulang pasal mata ani. I just got carried away I guess. I yet to seen a girl with a cute dimple once smile. Since smiles melts me away. (=


I havent revise for my history yet nor finish all the topics! 1hour to go till bed time. I seriously have a bad headache right after playing *cough cough game. (Seriously, I cant resist playing an hour or 2!) Well still paning now. I want a day off, I mean exam to finish.

Bazh jadi makan sushi ah after exam. Andy jdi ah 'Hat trick' liat movie 3 movies 1 day. I would like to achieve that. (2 is the most Ive wathced)

As for my plans to fly off other country is shattered. Well since of my parents. I was looking forward to go China with my cuzns. But I guess, I can finally hang in Brunei at the school break. (Thinks to self, Dang~ I dont think I have stayed in Brunei at the end of school holiday! These few years)

Bh jaaaa. I love kamu. I miss you Bazilah. x(
I really do.

Good luck on your IRK girls. & to the history & art peeps too.

Baby Fruit Sarah Adriana~

Before I go to sleep want to post picture of Sarah~
I miss her baaa! x(

I have a feeling that Sarah will be very vain~ ;D
Modeling udah ahh~ xD

Like I said model~

Imissher~
x(

Utterly Stupid of them!

So today as soon I came to school, I smell a strong stench like miles away from the car (exaggerating much) It was paint. New paint inside the class for goodness sake, its exam & strong stench like that kowing-ly contain some shit & will effect us in such ways. So I decided to look it up!

I can sue the school for paksa-ing the students to tahan the smell while doing exam again which btw the exam was like 4hour straight. & like 10min break for me just to rush & buy drink since that smell was stuck in my mouth & lungs.

Paints that quickly dries contain VOC-Volatile oraganic compounds which can cause Sick building syndrome (SBS). & know this the sypmtoms that happen fuck exactly what happened to me & other people!

How dumb the school was! Seriously, I have big issues about this. Good thing nada asma or anything. But I felt that the air sacks in my lungs was low on oxygen. I can feel it making me suffocate! Not only me but it seem that I was the only one covering my nose & mouth during that 4hours with my jacket which was also contaminated.

Anyway here are the causes.

• Headache
• Eye, nose, or throat irritation
• Dry cough; dry or itchy skin
• Dizziness and nausea
• Difficulty in concentrating
• Fatigue
• Sensitivity to odors
• Increased incidence of asthma attacks/appearance of asthma in non-asthmatics
• Personality changes such as rage/weeping/paranoia/depression
• Putative cases of bronchitis or pneumonia which do not respond to antibiotic treatment

What I experience was
1. Headache
2.Throat irritation like some shit wanting to go out of my throat.
3.Dizziness & nausea.
4.Difficuty in concentrating.
5.Tiredness just like that.
6.No depression but instead got little high!

There.I cant believe they expose us students to such harmful substances without even knowing. Hell, I knew that paint contain some shit just dont know what. Beside that I got this letter thing saying my hair is long, common maaahn, I just cut my hair pendek lagi. Jrg jua aku panjang2 ani (except big hair xD not my fault it grows big not long)

The paper in the other hand, well I know my faith in that. But I still tried to answer & assure you did my best except paper 2 where I got lazy & irratated from the lack of ventilation.

MG, I tried all I can. (=
Thank you for the study support you given to me. Yeah MG, I guess I have to start with basic malay. xD But malay do have things to remember unlike english doing comprehensions only! ;D

So my love-ly friends. Please do try not to breath these toxic VOC tomorrow. I guess the odor will still be there. If masih ada paksa bawa onion (it works taking in the odor of VOC)

I still dont feel good. Night~ Luck for tomorrow.

Crap talk~

So just need to unwind from studying econs. Only like 3 topic left meh! Alang2! Krg th. Anyway, Iam gona talk about my examination so far.

Malay for me was freaking HARD. I hantam & did stupid mistakes in paper 1 with my teruk malay. Paper 2 was short of time & hantam lagi since I gegas just to finish it. Hell, I didnt know what I cerita for memodenkan. & as for the peribahasa, Fudge that man. I dont know even know one so I skip that in return buat memodenkan yg mem-bangangkan. All that peribahasa study I had all in vain!

Anyway after that hardship & stress went home main game the whole Thursday night. (to relieve stress but instead ada this baie dude, main game online made me furious & mental) WTF DID YOU KILL ME, SAME TEAM KALIAH!

Errrr! Lets keep my cool. So that didnt work + I wasted the whole day of not studying! Ngok! Stress ku on Thurs ah!

So Friday, same thing happen. Main game until lost track of time & did not study shit! Whats wrong with me! I need to unwind & go holiday again!

Saturday, had our English. It was ok & quite interesting. Well in paper 2. Paper 1 was boring & rushed job. I loike the passage in paper 2 though it was hard & confusing but then again was very interesting indeed. At first inda faham. but as they say it repharse & re-read that paragraph & you'll do fine. I did my best sampai I had nausia! Serious paning-ness like my head kn explode. I think because ada org damam atu infected me. hehe cian booboo~

Feel better again~ ;D

So the papers in malay they said sanang lh ok lh but I said freaking hard vice versa. English paper I said its a resonable paper & they kepayahan. Weird Iam! I know.

Why cant I do both with ease. But after all that ordeal, my sis was so early infact when I came out from exam tarus balik wanted to spend time with the gang but then again paning! So it was a treat that its sat, my sis always pick me up so we ate in swenson! Yeaa! Chillex. For the first time our talk was sooooo deep regarding our family & love life which almost made her cry making the whole thing a little akward but a bonding we never had. (=

Then jalan2 mall, liat games (my sis idea) xD then cars (our mini cooper booboo & Ka Liyana ;P) & went to the saloon cut my hair. (who btw met Mr.Chin my ex-teacher) Damn, its quite too short but in return she (stylist) knows how it will grow. But I do miss my so call fringes di dapan. (Jrg eyh talking about hair) xP Well lets just wait till it grows longer.

Err anyway, Sunday planning to study the whole day instead wasted my time sleeping bagun akhir, then chilling (no games today takut I cant stop), delaying my studies then ada Harry Potter in HBO & watched 'Journey to the center of the earth' which btw is great I must say. Until 5.30 I satrt my econ (finally I study) & little break in between until 7+ now buat blog 8.45 planning to finish them (last 3 topics) after this.

But you know the weird part that its maths tomorrow & I did not touch or learn maths since last week (or school that 2 months for that matter). Very werid for final exam dont you think. Seriously I cant study them. If I study jua tdi I would be like blur & still wont get it wasting my time. Instead I took my time studying other subjects.

Its very weird of me! But I want to carry on without maths. Another year or so, I wont have to take them nomore!

bh peeps later cont. studying now. Sorry for the lack of pics again. i do have pics but just to stressful to put them in. Maybe after exams.

Btw Bazh, krg th aku build the ferris tayar aite! HAAAA!

& sorry for the long post of crapness! xD gagaga
Boring I know.

Nights peeps~

5 papers down, 12 papers to go!